>>906374can't say i relate much, especially on this part
>i'd probably have friends irli think no matter what i just don't like what a vast majority of "normal" people at my school like
i haven't been that normal in the past couple of years mostly due to my obsession stemming from this site but ive had phases where i was more of a normalgod, just slightly autistic over certain things
i can still get along with people nowadays its just much harder to do so when you've been an outsider all your life and what everyone cares about nowadays are the latest game releases and what they've been seeing on tiktok
i hardly have much in common with most of the people at my college but im enough of a """normalfag""" that i can probably strike up conversation if i wanted to, i just don't decide to most of the time because i don't particularly see many reasons in doing so, especially since when i have to "hide my powerlevel" against most people my age
i don't really do much engineering outside of school so that's probably one of the reasons why, but ive been trying to look for ways to implement it in my day to day, by working on smaller projects
>but they're normalfags who hate it and only took computer science because they thought there was money in ityeah
there's a lot of this kind who do this because they think its just messing around with random things with your hands but drop it after a couple of months after realizing how much math is involved
people just see it more for the money then an experience to learn literally anything