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>>898802 (OP)>personally i think the one thing im grateful for is that i finally got my stuff together. i ascended from my pit and built my web of connections. lets see how well ill use my new strengths in the next year.hoping to do this myself in 2026
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>>898804bruh just tell us
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>>898810Some of it I tell him.
Some of it I might tell before I die.
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>>898807bro you dont even have a life im not asking you ✌️ get off my dick you bum a$s niga
>>898809how are you going to achieve that
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>>898802 (OP)I want to kill myself
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>>898819I'm sick n twistsx
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>>898812>how are you going to achieve thati'm going to stop being an avoidant cuck
the problem stems from spending too much time on this shithole so i have nothing to say when people ask me what i've been up to lately
not sure what else to do with myself yet though
>>898818faggot
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>>898825
Whater
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>>898825
nigger you told a suicidal person to kill themselves for no reason
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>>898828I'm really suicidal
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>>898818son get out of my thread
>>898822why bro why are you so sick and twisted
>>898823>i'm going to stop being an avoidant cuckthats a good plan. what exactly are you avoiding though?
<is it like in a party where people are talking but you just stay by yourself?
>the problem stems from spending too much time on this shithole so i have nothing to say when people ask me what i've been up to latelyhavent you only been here for a month though
>not sure what else to do with myself yet thoughthink about it
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>>898814are you a zelligposter
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>>898829what do you like doing?
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>>898829anything you enjoy?
>>898830>is it like in a party where people are talking but you just stay by yourself?pretty much
>>898832evil nigger
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>>898834are you bro?
>>898832unfunny
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>>898829bro why
>>898835>pretty muchyknow i used to be like that. went to a school party for the first and only time and i just was awkwardly standing there.
<feels bad man. i wonder what it wouldve been like had i went and danced.
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>>898839Makes me feel good
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>>898839any tips for me if you were in the same boat?
>>898838what sort of porn
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>>898843The ones on pornhub front page
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>>898843The ones on pornhub front page
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Unironically if porn is something good in your life it's a million times better than suicide. If you won't quit porn maybe try to make it more "wholesome", like add some romantic fantasies or focus on one person, idk
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>>898848
Why
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>>898850I like physics and trains too ig
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>>898843>any tips for me if you were in the same boat?i never tried to go to another party since, so i cant really say much about that situation in particular.
<i mostly go to other places nowadays if i want to talk to people. its not that hard to talk to someone that sits next to you in your college classes for example.
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gotta sleep now cya
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>>898839you just talk to people doe
who tf dances
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>>898854physics is cool
any big interesting fields for you?
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>>898860No friends No job my family Doesn't like me and my gf broke up with me a while ago
I might just get drunk and hit up the highway honestly
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>>898861>No friendsif you actually want to make friends the internet is a great place, just talk to people with the same interests and DM them to have more vulnerable personal chats, this is how you can make friends
>No jobfired, student or neet
>my family Doesn't like medo you still live with them?
>my gf broke up with me a while agoit's sad but there is genuinely a lot to live for
even if you only enjoy being a physics nerd, zellig and porn these are still some things to enjoy
i recommend you read the gospels though, life without Christ isn't anywhere close to how great life is with Him.
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>>898862>if you actually want to make friends the internet is a great place, just talk to people with the same interests and DM them to have more vulnerable personal chats, this is how you can make friendsMost of the people I know online don't really care for me or view me as retarded
A lot of the best online friends I had either disappeared, got distant or hated me
A bunch of the friends I have nowadays I'm not sure if they even like me
The only reason why I'm speaking to you is because nobody else will listen to me I guess
>fired, student or neetIm on break but I failed my college classes because I'm genuinely retarded
>i recommend you read the gospels though, life without Christ isn't anywhere close to how great life is with Him.I am a gaytheist because I cannot believe in Christ because of things that happened to me I don't want to talk about
I don't care for zellig
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>>898802 (OP)joined the sharty and not much else, love this place
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>>898863>Most of the people I know online don't really care for me or view me as retarded>A lot of the best online friends I had either disappeared, got distant or hated me>A bunch of the friends I have nowadays I'm not sure if they even like me>The only reason why I'm speaking to you is because nobody else will listen to me I guessi made a really close friend online and he is the closest person to me ever except for my family. ive told him things nobody else will ever know until i die, even shit i probably won't tell my future wife. but the message is you can find great people online just by getting lucky.
but maybe i will end up like you, my friend disappeared around Christmas Day, i hope he comes back soon.
nobody knows the future, maybe we will be besties
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>>898869we like you and me anon
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>>898869>i made a really close friend online and he is the closest person to me ever except for my family. ive told him things nobody else will ever know until i die, even shit i probably won't tell my future wife. but the message is you can find great people online just by getting lucky.I know someone like this and I've known them for 5 years and I've had great memories with him but I feel like I've became too much of a distant nigger to be like that with him, I still talk with him somewhat frequently but idk. I've been stressed with IRL shit but he's basically a neet so I'm not able to speak to him as much as I've been able to
>but maybe i will end up like you, my friend disappeared around Christmas Day, i hope he comes back soon.nobody knows the future, maybe we will be besties
One of my online besties disappeared on my birthday 4 years ago. I don't know what happened to him but I've learned to forget it despite the fact that he was my best friend. I still miss him but I've mostly moved on
Just hoping I meet someone like him again
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>>898863>Im on break but I failed my college classes because I'm genuinely retardedif you're ok to say it whats your major?
and are you genuinely not smart enough or did you just slack off? i failed a lot of school tests by slacking but when i pulled it together i did ok
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I joined in mid 2025s
I saw things that were put into my mind
I saw gore spam on /soy/; I was a HTSM back then so I wanted it on /qa/
I saw animal crush posted to /soy/ recently, I reported it. Someone HTSM quoted it me because I said it was Rule 6 *I said it was Rule 6 to get janny's attention and also let people to hide the post*. Both the poster and HTSM quoter got banned.
I saw some terrible shit. But lets hope 2026 will have none of this shit forced upon us.
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>>898863>I am a gaytheist because I cannot believe in Christ because of things that happened to me I don't want to talk aboutim sorry man. people do some sick and evil shit. God is always there, always waiting, but if now is not the perfect time it's OK. if this is about a traumatic cucked church, you can talk to God any time you want
>I don't care for zelligdid you ever watch it
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>>898873*Someone HTSM quoted me
Grammar mistake
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>>898872I mean, I didn't fail that bad. I just got some not so decent grades in some of my classes. I got mostly C's and B's which I wasn't proud of. Slight over exaggeration there.
I am doing an engineering degree. I don't want to reveal my actual one because I'm a schizo retard.
>>898872>and are you genuinely not smart enoughidk mayne ive always been so behind in math at times it just doesn't instantly click for me
im like god tier at language arts and history but for math i have to put in like 150% more effort to understand things that would take normal people 100% to understand
i had to get a lot of tutoring done as a child cause of this man
i also was forcibly put into advanced math classes as a child by my parents who didn't realize how dogshit i was so getting such a headstart fucked me over immensely
>did you just slack offi slack off a lot because im a dogshit procrastinator that would rather talk with people who dont even like me rather than do any of my work and id delay it to the last minute
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>>898871>I know someone like this and I've known them for 5 years and I've had great memories with him but I feel like I've became too much of a distant nigger to be like that with him,why are you distant?
with my friend i could talk about whatever
some friends you need something in common to talk about but with him i can just say whatever happened that day or what i am stressed or thinking about
is it like that for you
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>>898871>nobody knows the future, maybe we will be bestiesaw thanks
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>>898878>why are you distant?he's made his own new friend group and so have i and i don't feel like introducing my current friends to him because it'd be weird as fuck since he knows literally everything about me while my other friends only know a bit
ive also just been much more of a nerd compared to him, he always jokingly bullies me for being autistic because we do have a lot of things we enjoy im just more foreboding with the shit i like
>some friends you need something in common to talk about but with him i can just say whatever happened that day or what i am stressed or thinking abouti was talking to him earlier about my day and he told me about his first time going snowboarding and i told him about what ive been going thru ever since ive been on vacation
i talked to him a while ago but he has yet to respond
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>>898881>snowboarding>neetinsane richfag
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>>898881when did you last talk if he didnt respond but you talked about this vacation
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>>898876i hate math too. isnt engineering maths only doebeit? why did you choose engineering if you suck at the bedrock?
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>>898884not even
he and his family are lower class he's just lives somewhere snowey enough he can do that
>neet he's technically not one since he goes to school but i don't think he does anything
he passes every class with a D because he doesn't care for his future
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>>898885like a couple of hours ago, i don't remember
>>898886i was basically pressured into it by my dad and i love my dad a lot so i kinda wanted to listen to him
my mom wanted me to be a doctor like my other brothers but i thought that was gay af
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>>898876>i slack off a lot because im a dogshit procrastinator that would rather talk with people who dont even like me rather than do any of my work and id delay it to the last minuteDont your friends like you?
i used to relate because i wasted all of hs on imageboards talking to literal nophonos but when you find someone you really like who talks to you every day it is somehow less addictive and more fun, especially if you dont have to keep secrets from them. if you have a great normie friend who you cant say slurs to its not the same.
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>>898888if you're great with everything academic except maths there are other careers even if i cant name them right now
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>>898888>gaybecome an ob-gyn and just dont do abortions. thats not gay
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>>898890i might become a patent lawyer honestly
seems much less of a hassle then this shit
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>>898893why patents when you could be an ambulance chaser
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>>898889>Dont your friends like you?i guess sometimes but i still feel online friends are still an absurd concept to me
i have maybe had 4 friends irl i would consider genuine friends during my life and all of them either moved schools or stopped talking to me
i only know one of them and he's too neurotypical to care about anything i like
idk why online friends still feel absurd to me, niggas nowadays just bully me for not being able to make friends cause im retarded ong
>find someone you really like who talks to you every day not sure if there's many people out there
i have met a couple of friends who i could do that with but they're couple of years older than me
>>898889>especially if you dont have to keep secrets from them.most of my old online friends i made i could tell them about my secrets or whatever but nowadays everyone's so obsessed with opsec and whatever people like that don't exist anymore in spaces like the sharty or kf
>>898891>>898896im fine, i don't like medical shit
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>>898802 (OP)nothing only my sorrow is notable
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idk if you're still here but i might head to bed soon since i need to get up in 3 hours and i havent slept
you're a great person to talk to doe
im sorry if i was retarded with that sperging at the start, i was being retarded
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>>898903ill wait like 10 more mins doe prolly
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>>898897i was talking to this one guy for 18 months before i even sent him my voice and he still doesnt know where i live. some day i will tell him but i dont need to right now.
opsec matters, i am one of the most paranoid people, but most people admit their country in the first 6 months anyway.
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>>898897>i guess sometimes but i still feel online friends are still an absurd concept to meim not honest with my irls, i dont tell them i am a chud, i never even say i want white kids. online friends are the solution. i want people i can be honest for and wont dox me or crash out because they are like me.
my online friend and me will meet someday! in two or five years i think.
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>>898897kf sucks
those guys are weiiiiird
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>>898903sweet dreams buddy