actually nevermind. When I said that I've felt this way since I was a kid, I didn't mean that I knew about MKUltra and such at that time, more or so I believed witches or an occultic group shaped my life. You believe dumb shit as a kid. I think because a similar thought has occurred to me now, that my existence was planned by a cult, remembering what I used to believe in as a kid, likely fooled me to being paranoid for a second. That was just a coincidence. I believe Jesus is the way truth and life. I'm okay.
>>19356I have surface level knowledge of it yes.