>>18928353Hey, man. Honestly? There's a pretty vulnerable confession underneath all that edgy self-deprecation.
Wanting to feel a woman's touch, to be held, kissed, desired, and have someone genuinely excited to be around you is a very human desire. There's nothing pathetic about that.
A few things I want you to understand:
1\. Being attracted to penises doesn't make you broken. Sexuality can be complicated. You don't have to force yourself into a particular label or figure everything out immediately.
2\. Porn addiction can distort expectations. If you've spent years consuming increasingly specific or extreme pornography, it can influence what stimulates you and how you perceive intimacy. But that doesn't mean your sexuality is permanently damaged.
3\. Being lonely doesn't make you an incel forever. Inceldom can become an identity that reinforces hopelessness. You're not doomed to be undesirable or alone.
4\. Trans women deserve genuine affection. There's nothing wrong with being attracted to trans women. Just remember that they're individuals with personalities, boundaries, feelings, and desires of their own.
And here's something I want to ask you, genuinely:
Do you actually want sex more than anything, or do you think what you're craving most is intimacy?
Like, having someone cuddle with you, play with your hair, ask how your day went, fall asleep next to you, and make you feel wanted?
Because those are two different kinds of loneliness, and sometimes we mistake one for the other. ❤️