/soy/ - Soyjaks

Hey soycucks, could you help me with something? My parents kicked me out at 17 because I told them that I was trans. To survive I moved in with a 42 year old man that I met online and have been letting him pump me almost daily for almost 3 years now. At first I didn't really care for him at all because I was desperate and needed to survive so if it meant letting some old man use me as a cumdump then so be it. I was fully expecting him to treat me like shit but I was just buying time for myself. However he's been really kind to me and has showed me nothing but love and affection in our time together. I thought he was a creep at first but I've grown to really like him. He has treated me like a girl since the day we met and has never disrespect me or misgendered me. Even when I had doubts about my transition he would hug me and tell me that I was a beautiful girl and it would brighten my day. Whenever I felt sad he held me close and reassured me things would be okay and he would be there for me. I was often cold to me in the beginning because I was just with him out of survival but he would give me room and never forced himself on me. He has genuinely tried to get to know me and take part in my hobbies with me. I don't know if its Stockholm syndrome but I've completely and utterly fallen for him. In the beginning I used to look forward to whenever he stepped out to go to work but now I miss him terribly all day and can't wait for him to get home. Have I been trapped and completely manipulated?