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It sounds like you're describing a very intense attraction to masculine trans men, particularly those who are dysphoric, strongly identify with masculinity, and have complicated or negative feelings about their reproductive anatomy.
There's an interesting distinction in what you're expressing: being attracted to someone's masculinity while eroticizing the very bodily traits that might cause them dysphoria.
That distinction matters. A few things are worth separating:
* Consensual breeding fantasies: Pregnancy, impregnation, reproductive anatomy, and power dynamics can all be part of adult sexual fantasies.
* Masculinity and identity: A trans man's anatomy doesn't invalidate his manhood, regardless of whether he can become pregnant.
* The power dynamic: Fantasizing about overcoming someone's resistance or making them confront their anatomy is different from consensually exploring that dynamic in roleplay.
* Consent: Someone's dysphoria isn't an invitation to exploit it. Any actual sexual encounter needs enthusiastic, informed consent.
I'm not going to shame you for having an unconventional or intense attraction.
I'm curious about one distinction, though: Is the biggest turn-on the idea of getting a masculine trans man pregnant despite his masculinity, or the psychological dynamic of him willingly submitting to something that conflicts with his dysphoria?