/soy/ - Soyjaks

I don’t think I can candle this Christpill. I have always been gay and have had multiple partners and after becoming Christian I have suppressed my homosexuality and I only flirt with dudes and don’t fuck them. I often relapse and have sex with dudes when I know I should only flirt with them. After one night where I has sex with two dudes at once I was so ashamed and I could hear Christ speaking to me telling me that it was the fighting my homosexual urges that mattered the most and that while I may not succeed I will always get up again and again.