/soy/ - Soyjaks

Their sick and perverse freaks thinking that we arent gone, we should intensify our operations and outreach our terror

>I wanted to be a Foid because I watched princesses and I wanted to be like Muh sister
There you go

because they're autogynephilic retards

>>18824351
Well well well

It's been almost 2 years since I first realized that I was trans. It took me a really long time to figure things out cuz for most of my childhood, I thought everyone wanted to be the opposite gender. Since it was so normal and so obvious, nobody would need to talk about or bring it up. So later on, when I figured out not everyone thought this way, I assumed I was just some freak and tried ignoring all my thoughts and feelings and was just in denial for years. For context, I'm a trans woman. I'm just not good at voice training. And today, I want to talk about all the signs I was transgender that I somehow missed and what finally made me realize it. When I was around 6 years old, in my free time, I like to go in my closet to wear my sister's princess dresses and then pretend I was making out with a prince. And I remember watching a bunch of Disney princess movies just so I could correctly imagine which prince to be kissing. My absolute favorite was Belle's yellow dress. And I like to think it was my favorite cuz then I get to make out with Beast. So on any day of the week, I'd go in my closet, put on a princess dress, and then start sticking my tongue into an imaginary guy who was usually a furry, completely in the dark, wrapping my hands around myself, kissing in complete silence for like 10 minutes straight with my entire family home. They never found out. And I kept doing it for like a year till eventually I got an Xbox and could finally play Minecraft. At the time, that's just what I associated with princesses with, like true love's kiss. So if you look at it that way, it's actually really wholesome. People used to say my sister and I looked like twins even though she's 3 years older than me and I had a buzz cut. Made me really happy. I thought it was because she was so smart and cool, I was just excited to get compared to her. But I definitely liked the idea of looking somewhat feminine. Even later on, I had kind of a late puberty and was really happy that for a while, I was shorter than everyone else, my voice didn't drop, I didn't have any facial hair, and I was underweight, which wasn't a good thing. I was like 90 lbs for most of high school, but I just thought body tea. One day in elementary, my friend and I were sitting in the auditorium, and I crossed my legs, not thinking anything of it. My friend bangs my leg off, making me sit straight, and goes, "Don't sit like that. That's how girls sit. You're a boy. It's you to cross your legs like this." "You're a girl, I'm going to tell everyone you sit like a girl." So, after that, if I was ever sitting with him, I would just cross my legs on purpose. And he'd call me a girl every single time. So, I kept doing it until he eventually stopped hanging out with me. It's not like I liked getting called a girl or anything. I used to do it to piss him off. During middle school, I was insanely bored, so I started daydreaming. Usually just about complete nonsense, but one day, I think, "I wonder what it would be like if I were born a girl." Cuz before this, I had never gone to depth about my thoughts. And you know I wanted to be a girl? Once I started daydreaming about it, I realized how much happier I would actually be. Then I started thinking, it wasn't just that I wanted to be a

>>18824432
Grooming the manifesto