I feel myself becoming more and more retarded every day and I can feel my inner voice slipping and becoming quieter and quieter. I used to do things like reading and drawing now I have to force myself to do something other then mindlessly play video games

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Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:10:31 №18809692 [Quote]

I feel myself becoming more and more retarded every day and I can feel my inner voice slipping and becoming quieter and quieter. I used to do things like reading and drawing now I have to force myself to do something other then mindlessly play video games and jerk off. I know this cant possibely be good for me and I know it will bring ruin to my life but I feel as if any ability to stop is rapidly slipping away from me

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:16:43 №18809804 [Quote]

tsmt

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:17:40 №18809823 [Quote]

>>18809692 (OP)
what headphones do you own tho

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:18:33 №18809835 [Quote]

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>>18809692 (OP)
what do your headphones smell like

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:18:36 №18809836 [Quote]

I am in the state position as u

You will either get tired of living and kill yourself, or kill others.
Maybe both.

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:19:04 №18809843 [Quote]

>>18809823
idk

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:19:44 №18809854 [Quote]

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>>18809843
do they have a smell

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:21:02 №18809875 [Quote]

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>>18809854
like filth because I used them 24/7

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:22:19 №18809894 [Quote]

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>>18809875
how would you describe it?

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:22:52 №18809904 [Quote]

you have to intentionally pick up your internal monologue
its recoverable, happened to me before
you arent becoming a hylic that isnt possible
the divine spark within you can never leave

Chud 11/03/26 (Tue) 23:23:23 №18809913 [Quote]

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