/soy/ - Soyjaks

i'm kind of a manmoder but i pass most of the time, in the sense that i think even when i manmode, because of my hair and face people either read me as a troon or as a woman. i'm only a semipassoid because i still get misgendered like once or twice every year so what do i even do at this point? i'm gonna get an ffs revision which will be like my 3rd one, but at this point i don't expect much to change, like i think my fundamental problem is my midface and i probably can't really convince a good surgeon to do lefort without a gummy smile. does this mean i'm a honmoder even when i manmode? is there even any point in dressing androgynously at this point? every time i get misgendered i still end up completely spiraling and i don't know what to do, i feel like my transition has utterly failed