/soy/ - Soyjaks

So I've always some homosexual thoughts both romantic and sexual ones, but it was always really mild.
But Recently i had a realy emotionaly painful experience with a woman.
After that experience besides feeling really bad i also noticed that I started being way more attracted to men than usual, like a lot.
My feelings after the painful event are still fresh and strong so idk if after those bad feelings die down will i stop being gay, or am i stuck like that forever?
Note that im still just as much attracted to women.