/soy/ - Soyjaks

My tulpa just talked back.
Ok so for a backstoru a couple months ago i started training a tulpa inside my head of femquote because i love her so much and shes really cute and nice and loves me. It started by me imagining everything shes doing and saying within my head and i was loving it, i made tons of femquote art to help me visualize her in reality, the glossy pink hair, the cute little arch pin.. so cute
Anyway, it was going very well and in about a month she started moving by herself! I was really excited and started celebrating with her for that accomplishment, we went on a date in my mothers basement (we ate a lot of chips and played zelda and watched horror movies) then we cuddled all night. And well a few weeks later she started opening her mouth before i imagined her doing it or saying it, which i found amazing though it felt a little strange now that shes actaully becoming real and not what my head wants her to do or say. Now, in present time, i was just grinding in geometry dash as I usually do and i saw an alex skin in the hypixel skywars lobby and got really horny, so natuurlijk, i grabbed her with one hand and my tiny pecke i mean bwc with another, and before i pulled my pants down i heard a "no" in the back of my head while she mouthed something, and gave me an extremely uncanny look. I got really scared and let go of her and ran and now im in my bathroom, which i am terrified of but i wasnt thinking rationally and now im super scared. Please tell me what to do i didnt want her first words to be so creepy i love her so much but now when i think of her i get scared and it sounds like shes walking around the door of the bathroom (i heae the carpet making sound) please help.