/soy/ - Soyjaks

>girlrepping ruined my life, these organs don't work and its so painful.. everything is pain and I hope to never be touched again. I dont want to do those disgusting things.. feel such unpleasant sensations.

>I've never had friends, I hate to say I'm traumatized but I can barely function. I can't hold a conversation and I don't want to.
My parents are pleading with me to come home, acquaintances say they don't recognize me anymore. I feel hollow.

>I regret not transitioning, it's not too late for me but it's hard and I'm depressed and I feel trapped by circumstance.
Maybe I'd pass, maybe if trooned years ago I wouldn't be in such agony today. It's all come crashing back, I'd repressed it so well. I wanted to be cis. I wanted to be normal. I tried my best. diy t has been on my mind but I don't think I'm brave enough to do it.