>dont even know how to voice my thoughts desu i just dont know where to go. I am in a situation where I think ive decided after nearly a decade dating this person that i want it to end or change or something. nearly a decade now and i get yelled at for hou

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Chud 10/27/26 (Tue) 10:05:10 №18674063 [Quote]

>dont even know how to voice my thoughts desu i just dont know where to go. I am in a situation where I think ive decided after nearly a decade dating this person that i want it to end or change or something. nearly a decade now and i get yelled at for hours on end for not being able to read her emotions well enough (am autistic) she belittles me calls me dumb and a fucking idiot and ive had times where I. will misunderstand her or not know something and 3 hours later she is still berating me for being a retard. One time after being berated for hours on end i broke down crying and she told me i was crazy lol and then every other week she is breaking down and attempting suicide i do feel like i end up playing therapist a lot and it is so draining but if i ever try to voice an issue she gets mad at me or she gets upset. I used to get dressed before going out together early in our relationship and ask her how I looked and she would literally scream and get mad at me for asking her how i looked in an outfit. I got sexually assaulted and after a few weeks of wallowing and being all mentally fucked she got upset at me because 'it wasnt that bad' Our relationship didnt start out with this dynamic obviously it just spiraled into this mess over the years and now im in a situation where I have no people in my life no support network recently lost job and no idea what to do next or how to move foreward. obviously i care for her and i want her to be ok but i think for the sake of myself things need to change even if i still care for her. I just don't know what to do/how to move foreward i started dating her when i was 17 so liek its been my entire adult life with her I feel like I dont' even know how to adult anymore.