/soy/ - Soyjaks

I tried 1 billion times getting to know a girl but I am simply a weirdo who is not liked by woman.
last night I shaved my head and beard completely becuase what would be the use of trimming and growing it out if others will always treat me the same and woman will never give me a chance. on the other hand a shaven head is way more comfortable.
I hope I am not missing out on anything I hope sex is not that fun and pleasing. I hope It hurts only as much as not being able to eat your favorite meal. I hope I am not behind
and I decided to never goon ever again.
I often romantisized woman in my head making love with them hugging them. but I realized whenever I have any desire for intimicy it would be never satisfied so I just decided to use my dick ever.
at least until a girl ever finds me attractive enough to begin with which would have happened by now if anything would ever happen