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My depression started when I was like 11 in middle school. I don't even know why I was depressed, I had friends and everything, but I just was. At age 13 I discovered porn and 4chan and immediately became addicted to both. I never quit either addiction, I just later replaced 4chan with the sharty and porn with more extreme porn. I nearly failed out but luckily they never hold you back at that age so I moved on to high school.

In freshman year of high school I was so depressed I failed half my classes and was thinking about suicide every day. Then covid hit and I spent more and more time on 4chan. The only good thing about this is that I got sort of shocked by all the old life failures there and decided I need to do better. I need to be successful.

After this point I was still depressed but I actually began to try to school. And suddenly I was the top student. I took 12 AP classes and got straight As in all of them and got great scores and almost all the exams. Got a 35 on the ACT as well (99th percentile).

I remember the fucking ego boost I got from all this. I remember in physics I took an exam and came up with an answer that was not listed as an option so I assumed I was wrong. The following day the teacher came up to me and told me he had the exact same question on the test for years, but the answer I put was actually correct. He said he was wrong and neither he nor any student realized for years except for me. Wow, I thought I was so fucking smart.

"Smart" or "genius" were the main compliments everyone would always give me.
>wow how did you solve that so fast?
>how did you do so well on the exam when you never come to class?
etc etc

Then I go to college and they offer me the ability to take a free IQ test. Sure, why not? And I scored a 132 which is top 98% percentile. Wow how fucking great. I'm sure I'll go on to do amazing things with that. I'm sure I'll be so successful cause of muh exam scores.

Then I make a terrible mistake. Do you know what it was nusoi? I majored in computer science like a retard. A field with such a terrible fucking job market. At first again I was a straight A student despite suppressing my constant depression I've had for years now. I was still functional.

Still I sometimes get these little ego boosts like a narcissistic retarded faggot. Any time I get one of the top scores in the class on an advanced math exam or when a graduate student asks me (an undergrad) for help with their homework. And it's all for nothing.

As the years went on the depression started getting worse again. Now I'm failing my most of my classes. I literally just lay in bed all day, browse the sharty, and jerk off for hours a day. I literally never do any work ever. I'm barely even in school at this point. And my resume is fucking trash, I have nothing. I would fail any interview if I ever got one.

I've also grown to hate this major. None of this work as any meaning. I don't want to spend my life slaving away from some kikes to enrich them any more like I'm some kind of puppet. Not that I'll get a job anyways.

Man fuck this nigger planet. Fuck this nigger country. All these people telling me I'm so heckin' smart only to be a complete life failure retard. Years of studying wasted only for me to inevitably work minimum wage.

Should I just blast my head off?

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>My depression started when I was like 11 in middle school. I don't even know why I was depressed, I had friends and everything, but I just was. At age 13 I discovered porn and 4chan and immediately became addicted to both. I never quit either addiction, I just later replaced 4chan with the sharty and porn with more extreme porn. I nearly failed out but luckily they never hold you back at that age so I moved on to high school.
>
>In freshman year of high school I was so depressed I failed half my classes and was thinking about suicide every day. Then covid hit and I spent more and more time on 4chan. The only good thing about this is that I got sort of shocked by all the old life failures there and decided I need to do better. I need to be successful.
>
>After this point I was still depressed but I actually began to try to school. And suddenly I was the top student. I took 12 AP classes and got straight As in all of them and got great scores and almost all the exams. Got a 35 on the ACT as well (99th percentile).
>
>I remember the fucking ego boost I got from all this. I remember in physics I took an exam and came up with an answer that was not listed as an option so I assumed I was wrong. The following day the teacher came up to me and told me he had the exact same question on the test for years, but the answer I put was actually correct. He said he was wrong and neither he nor any student realized for years except for me. Wow, I thought I was so fucking smart.
>
>"Smart" or "genius" were the main compliments everyone would always give me.
>>wow how did you solve that so fast?
>>how did you do so well on the exam when you never come to class?
>etc etc
>
>Then I go to college and they offer me the ability to take a free IQ test. Sure, why not? And I scored a 132 which is top 98% percentile. Wow how fucking great. I'm sure I'll go on to do amazing things with that. I'm sure I'll be so successful cause of muh exam scores.
>
>Then I make a terrible mistake. Do you know what it was nusoi? I majored in computer science like a retard. A field with such a terrible fucking job market. At first again I was a straight A student despite suppressing my constant depression I've had for years now. I was still functional.
>
>Still I sometimes get these little ego boosts like a narcissistic retarded faggot. Any time I get one of the top scores in the class on an advanced math exam or when a graduate student asks me (an undergrad) for help with their homework. And it's all for nothing.
>
>As the years went on the depression started getting worse again. Now I'm failing my most of my classes. I literally just lay in bed all day, browse the sharty, and jerk off for hours a day. I literally never do any work ever. I'm barely even in school at this point. And my resume is fucking trash, I have nothing. I would fail any interview if I ever got one.
>
>I've also grown to hate this major. None of this work as any meaning. I don't want to spend my life slaving away from some kikes to enrich them any more like I'm some kind of puppet. Not that I'll get a job anyways.
>
>Man fuck this nigger planet. Fuck this nigger country. All these people telling me I'm so heckin' smart only to be a complete life failure retard. Years of studying wasted only for me to inevitably work minimum wage.
>
>Should I just blast my head off?
im too lazy to replace everything with $ so pretend i did

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accidental sage

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youre supposed to use neutralplier nusoi

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I don't even know why I wrote out all this SNCA on a website full of sped kid 14 year olds who wouldn't even have the attention span to read it.

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maybe youre secretly a beautiful woman trapped inside a mans body

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>>18602209 (OP)
Its because you're sub5 and autistic

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>I literally just lay in bed all day, browse the sharty, and jerk off for hours a day. I literally never do any work ever.

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Why not change your major?

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>>18602347
As a senior? I got a scholarship to cover basically all the cost but if I change it now I'll have to do another 3ish years and go into like $100,000 of debt

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>>18602307

"Reddit spacing" = formatting your sentences to make them readable

This is taught in academics, holy shit soyfags are retarded and insufferable

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>>18602292
I'm actually above average looking, fit, and neurotypical. There were multiple attractive girls who had crushes on me but I'm too mentally ill for a relationship so I avoided getting too close to them. Also I think I have a fear of intimacy or something.

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>>18602389
<Preddit space
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>>18602389
r/Iamverysmart

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>>18602389
he's baiting you nuswa
reddit spacing is an ancient meme

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>>18602209 (OP)

That's kind of what you get for wasting your life solving man made problems on a sheet of paper, rotting is the only form of solace you'll ever have

Just go become an electrician or something

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>>18602307
do nusois really?

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I don't know why you would even be depressed rotting on your bed all day

Sure it fucking sucks, but it beats socializing with normgroids

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>>>18602307 (You)
>do nusois really?

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>>18602412

That's genuine tiktok humor

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>>18602447
>NO BAIT ALLOWED ON MY IMAGEBOARD FUGGEN 'TOKCACAS

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Kill pedophiles. Behead pedophiles. Roundhouse kick a pedophile into the concrete. Slam dunk a pedophile into the trashcan. Crucify filthy pedos. Defecate in a pedophiles food. Launch pedophiles into the sun. Stir fry pedophiles in a wok. Toss pedophiles into active volcanoes. Urinate into a pedophile's gas tank. Judo throw pedophiles into a wood chipper. Twist pedophiles' heads off. Report pedophiles to the IRS. Karate chop pedophiles in half. Curb stomp pregnant black pedophiles. Trap pedophiles in quicksand. Crush pedophiles in the trash compactor. Liquefy pedophiles in a vat of acid. Eat pedophiles. Dissect pedophiles. Exterminate pedophiles in the gas chamber. Stomp pedophile skulls with steel toed boots. Cremate pedophiles in the oven. Lobotomize pedophiles. Mandatory executions for pedophiles. Grind pedophiles in the garbage disposal. Drown pedophiles in fried chicken grease. Vaporize pedophiles with a ray gun. Kick old pedophiles down the stairs. Feed pedophiles to alligators. Slice pedophiles with a katana. Put a bomb in a pedophile's mouth. Throw knives at pedophiles. Inflate pedophiles until they pop. Send pedophiles into a blackhole. Castrate pedophiles. Feed pedophiles poisoned food. Force pedophiles to walk the plank. Push pedophiles into a pit. Kneel on a pedophile's neck. Curse pedophiles with a spell. Stuff pedophiles into the meat grinder machine and turn it on. Flatten pedophiles with a tank. Pop a pedophile's car tire. Strike pedophiles with a sledge hammer. Make pedophiles swim in the Mariana Trench. Cut off a pedophile's limbs. Airdrop pedophiles into Antarctica. Throw pedophiles off the boat. Pressurize pedophiles into fine crystals. Light fireworks in a pedophile's ass. Falcon-punch a pedophile in the face. Make pedophiles into fiction. Blow pedophiles heads off with grenade launchers. Blow pedophiles brains open with a sniper rifle. Lock pedophiles in a cage and drown them underwater. Nail pedophiles to a cross and stab them. Run over pedophiles with a tank feet-first. Crush pedophiles with a press. Attack pedophiles with acid. Boil pedophiles in a pan. Lock pedophiles inside a brazen bull. Burn pedophiles alive. Drag pedophiles across a wall of spikes. Pour molten lava on pedophiles. Quarter pedophiles. Impale pedophiles on a pike. Total pedophile death. Tenderize pedophiles with a mallet. Ionise pedophiles in a mass spectrometer. Irradiate pedophiles in a nuclear reactor. Spaghettify pedophiles in a black hole. Curse pedophiles with the necronomicon. Trap pedophiles in purgatory. Bang a pedophiles testicles with a spiked bat. Throw pedophiles off a twelve story building. Freeze dry pedophiles in the vacuum of space. Fry pedophiles with power lines. Feed pedophiles ricin. Kneecap a pedophile with a twelve gauge. Enslave pedophiles. Sell pedophiles organs on the black market. Run pedophiles over with an eighteen wheeler. Throw pedophiles into the grand canyon. Burn pedophiles with jet engine exhaust. Beat pedophiles to death with a tire iron. Cauterise a pedophiles asshole with a blowtorch. Sacrifice pedophiles to the sun god. Drop pedophiles out of a plane at forty thousand feet. Feed pedophiles to sharks. Load a pedophile into a cannon and shoot the pedophile at a concrete wall. Keel Haul pedophiles under a galleon. Disembowel pedophiles with a bayonet. Strap a pedophile to a cruise missile and launch it at a pedophile neighborhood. Drop pedophiles into chernobyl reactor building number 4. Hang, draw, and quarter pedophiles. Lure pedophiles in with lolicon and trap them with bear traps. Force a pedophile to learn calculus, then kill the pedophile anyway. Atomize pedophiles with a powerfist. Throw pedophiles into vats full of FEV virus. Choke pedophiles with barbed wire. Throw pianos at pedophiles from 40-story buildings. Throw pedophiles at pianos from 40-story buildings. Deep-freeze pedophiles in liquid nitrogen then shatter them with a hammer. Tie pedophiles to ICBMs then fire them at Israel. Shoot pedophiles with syringe guns. Defecate on pedophile food stamps. Make pedophiles pay child support in blood. Build a newton cannon and fire pedophiles into the orbit. Strangle a pedophile with a rear naked choke. Put advertisement posters on pedophiles then nail them to their bodies with a hammer. Irradiate pedophiles with depleted uranium. Burn a pedophile's passport. Airdrop pedophiles into North Korea. Imprison pedophiles in Siberia. Flay a pedophiles face off with a Thracian falx. Rape a pedophile's anus with a Zwei Hander. Shoot a pedophile directly with the Yamato naval gun. Strike a pedophile's brachial plexus with a cattle prod. Cavalry charge into a group of a pedophiles. Crush a pedophiles head off with a Roman Naval Corvus. Incinerate pedophiles with invisible methanol flamethrowers. Shoot tactical nuclear recoilless smoothbore guns directly into pedophiles. Space drop pedophiles into blue hypergiants. Achieve Total Pedophile Death.

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>>18602435
bro you still have to make a living and survive even if you don't want to talk to normies. all of this would be ok if he had some way to make money and not starve to death but hes a compsci major in one of the most oversaturated job markets ever

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>>18602471
What does this have to do with anything

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>>18602471

>Over 370 million girls and women globally subjected to rape or sexual assault as children – UNICEF

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go to Argentina and become a mobster with a big house

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>>18602474

Go to a shithole country that's in need of tech nerds in the job industry

then work from there

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>>18602373
Honestly? If you hate your situation that much, what other options do you have? CS sounds like it's a dead end for you so you have to look somewhere else, or at least have a plan for something else after you graduate. Maybe even try starting up a business, idk, but I don't think there's much point in continuing what you're doing.

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why dont you just get a hobby or something paint eggs

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>Then I make a terrible mistake. Do you know what it was nusoi? I majored in computer science
poor bastard

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>>18602513
I don't know what kind of job I'd even want to do, nothing sounds appealing to me. I think if I was a traditional engineering major there's a good chance I'd still fail out cause of depression and shit since I wouldn't really want to be an engineer. Honestly I'm really considering just being a NEET who lives off less than minimum wage until I commit suicide but I feel I can't do that to my parents.

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>>18602503
any shithole country will just use ai for everything alTHOUGH maybe you could go to some shithole country and larp as some western elite IT guy that used to work for a super big company but will totally take a job in some shithole

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>>>18602471 (You)
>
>>Over 370 million girls and women globally subjected to rape or sexual assault as children – UNICEF

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>>18602560
Be a drug dealer or something idk

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>why dont you just get a hobby or something paint eggs

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Maybe focus on academia more since from reading ur story it looks like that schoolwork/uni is the only time you actually feel good about yourself. I don't know why you frame it asif it were some sort of crime though lol.

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>>18602566

>Gary died at 68 years old on 21 October 2014 after suffering a stroke

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>>18602566

>Gary plauche is burning in hell because my content is better!

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>1 in 8 – experienced rape or sexual assault before the age of 18, according to new UNICEF estimates released today.

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>>18602590
I don't know I've become more disconnect from academia as well. I try to study for my classes and it just feels like nothing now, like just pointless information. I used to find it all interesting.

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Stop giving the faggot in this thread advice because it's obvious he's never going to use it

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>>18602418
im an ultra newfag why do 4cuckers say >t. when theyre quoting something

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>>18602649
Some old japanese shit possibly from 2channel I think

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i dunno but maybe make a rocket thruster in your garage?
you can prompt CAD code ez peasy

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>>18602657
what does t mean though

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>>18602634
Whatever's the case, I hope you re-invigorate your love for academia.

Sounds shallow but I genuinely hope things get better for you man.

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>>18602664
>4chan space

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>>18602663
Everyone uses it but nobody really knows

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>>18602663
secret homosexual signaling used to manipulate the 4chin users

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>>18602682
>the dogwhistle known as t.

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Live off welfare and try to live the best you can

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>>18602690
>The alphabet is a dogwhistle

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>My depression started when I was like 11 in middle school. I don't even know why I was depressed, I had friends and everything, but I just was. At age 13 I discovered porn and 4chan and immediately became addicted to both. I never quit either addiction, I just later replaced 4chan with the sharty and porn with more extreme porn. I nearly failed out but luckily they never hold you back at that age so I moved on to high school.
>
>In freshman year of high school I was so depressed I failed half my classes and was thinking about suicide every day. Then covid hit and I spent more and more time on 4chan. The only good thing about this is that I got sort of shocked by all the old life failures there and decided I need to do better. I need to be successful.
>
>After this point I was still depressed but I actually began to try to school. And suddenly I was the top student. I took 12 AP classes and got straight As in all of them and got great scores and almost all the exams. Got a 35 on the ACT as well (99th percentile).
>
>I remember the fucking ego boost I got from all this. I remember in physics I took an exam and came up with an answer that was not listed as an option so I assumed I was wrong. The following day the teacher came up to me and told me he had the exact same question on the test for years, but the answer I put was actually correct. He said he was wrong and neither he nor any student realized for years except for me. Wow, I thought I was so fucking smart.
>
>"Smart" or "genius" were the main compliments everyone would always give me.
>>wow how did you solve that so fast?
>>how did you do so well on the exam when you never come to class?
>etc etc
>
>Then I go to college and they offer me the ability to take a free IQ test. Sure, why not? And I scored a 132 which is top 98% percentile. Wow how fucking great. I'm sure I'll go on to do amazing things with that. I'm sure I'll be so successful cause of muh exam scores.
>
>Then I make a terrible mistake. Do you know what it was nusoi? I majored in computer science like a retard. A field with such a terrible fucking job market. At first again I was a straight A student despite suppressing my constant depression I've had for years now. I was still functional.
>
>Still I sometimes get these little ego boosts like a narcissistic retarded faggot. Any time I get one of the top scores in the class on an advanced math exam or when a graduate student asks me (an undergrad) for help with their homework. And it's all for nothing.
>
>As the years went on the depression started getting worse again. Now I'm failing my most of my classes. I literally just lay in bed all day, browse the sharty, and jerk off for hours a day. I literally never do any work ever. I'm barely even in school at this point. And my resume is fucking trash, I have nothing. I would fail any interview if I ever got one.
>
>I've also grown to hate this major. None of this work as any meaning. I don't want to spend my life slaving away from some kikes to enrich them any more like I'm some kind of puppet. Not that I'll get a job anyways.
>
>Man fuck this nigger planet. Fuck this nigger country. All these people telling me I'm so heckin' smart only to be a complete life failure retard. Years of studying wasted only for me to inevitably work minimum wage.
>
>Should I just blast my head off?

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>>18602715
actually true doe
>'o 't 'a 'f 'g 'p 'z

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>>18602560
Maybe try talking to your university's career services. You may not want to, but they'll probably give you a better answer than anyone on the bald men with glasses website.

>>18602663
It means "source" nusois but I don't know why it's a t.

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>>18602414
why are you pretending to be other people shaming yourself

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I dont believe you are that smart because you purposely studied a degree full of pajeets, even before AI it had no future, and keep talking about being depressed. Being depressed is a jewish psyopc to sell you drugs, something every human has experienced (doubts about the future, insecurity, hopelessness…) is given a diagnosis and some meds to cure. You dont want to wor for someone else but you dont want to make a business either. You are a nigger, you are not smart, you are a fucking retarded idiot. Faggot, yoy deserve everything bad that happensj just because you are a fucking nigher

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>>18602748
>It means "source" nusois but I don't know why it's a t.
GEG

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You need to eat some raw animal organs

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>>18602209 (OP)
join the glowies or something

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I'm mid 30s, no job, no wife or kids or gf, live in moms basement and post on imageboards a lot

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>>18602801
nothing wrong with that

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>>18602801
I think I'll shoot myself before I get to this point

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Suck my dick you nigga

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>>18602827
If you kill yourself you go to Hell

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> A field with such a terrible fucking job market
don't worry nigga the job market is all dogshit right now for every field

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>>18602841
idk I don't believe in allat

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start going outside more OP, it does more than youd expect.

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and i dont mean that insultingy

 â„–18603152[Quote]

You type too much lmao dumb boring loser no one read that gay faggot

 â„–18603180[Quote]

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>My depression started when I was like 11 in middle school. I don't even know why I was depressed, I had friends and everything, but I just was. At age 13 I discovered porn and 4chan and immediately became addicted to both. I never quit either addiction, I just later replaced 4chan with the sharty and porn with more extreme porn. I nearly failed out but luckily they never hold you back at that age so I moved on to high school.
>
>In freshman year of high school I was so depressed I failed half my classes and was thinking about suicide every day. Then covid hit and I spent more and more time on 4chan. The only good thing about this is that I got sort of shocked by all the old life failures there and decided I need to do better. I need to be successful.
>
>After this point I was still depressed but I actually began to try to school. And suddenly I was the top student. I took 12 AP classes and got straight As in all of them and got great scores and almost all the exams. Got a 35 on the ACT as well (99th percentile).
>
>I remember the fucking ego boost I got from all this. I remember in physics I took an exam and came up with an answer that was not listed as an option so I assumed I was wrong. The following day the teacher came up to me and told me he had the exact same question on the test for years, but the answer I put was actually correct. He said he was wrong and neither he nor any student realized for years except for me. Wow, I thought I was so fucking smart.
>
>"Smart" or "genius" were the main compliments everyone would always give me.
>>wow how did you solve that so fast?
>>how did you do so well on the exam when you never come to class?
>etc etc
>
>Then I go to college and they offer me the ability to take a free IQ test. Sure, why not? And I scored a 132 which is top 98% percentile. Wow how fucking great. I'm sure I'll go on to do amazing things with that. I'm sure I'll be so successful cause of muh exam scores.
>
>Then I make a terrible mistake. Do you know what it was nusoi? I majored in computer science like a retard. A field with such a terrible fucking job market. At first again I was a straight A student despite suppressing my constant depression I've had for years now. I was still functional.
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>Still I sometimes get these little ego boosts like a narcissistic retarded faggot. Any time I get one of the top scores in the class on an advanced math exam or when a graduate student asks me (an undergrad) for help with their homework. And it's all for nothing.
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>As the years went on the depression started getting worse again. Now I'm failing my most of my classes. I literally just lay in bed all day, browse the sharty, and jerk off for hours a day. I literally never do any work ever. I'm barely even in school at this point. And my resume is fucking trash, I have nothing. I would fail any interview if I ever got one.
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>I've also grown to hate this major. None of this work as any meaning. I don't want to spend my life slaving away from some kikes to enrich them any more like I'm some kind of puppet. Not that I'll get a job anyways.
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>Man fuck this nigger planet. Fuck this nigger country. All these people telling me I'm so heckin' smart only to be a complete life failure retard. Years of studying wasted only for me to inevitably work minimum wage.
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>Should I just blast my head off?



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