/soy/ - Soyjaks

I’m 24 and i feel the same way. I do put in job applications as well as go to interviews but I never get job offers, so I feel like I’ve just given up. Tbh, I don’t really feel like putting in any work to do anything though, so maybe this is ok.

>>18543767
I think we're meant to think that every person must achieve their highest potential but also theres comfort in living a small and happy life.
I just don't feel any benefits from my anti-socialness anymore, and used to have a lot of benefits when I was more outgoing and confident.
I feel like in capitalism you have 2 options, be a wageslave or a craftsman of some kind. most of my talents are creative and those suck for making money so I have been lost for years. my family was able to make money in the past from art but I am totally on my own now.

I guess it's better to try and fail than not try at all. I should find something I am passionate about and do it. Maybe chasing fame and clout and money is meaningless. I just want to feel like I've done something I can be proud of again and not feel so worthless and lazy
I can work hard, but have nobody in my corner pushing me to, so I have to push myself.

I decided to go back to university for fun geg

>>18543866
It's a degree I want, but I felt like doing it and I'm not doing bad.

>>18543689 (OP)
i can't help you, because i am you. every time i try to rejoin normal society, i get burned out or hurt. some of us aren't meant to live as long as we have, but i hope you find what you're looking for.

>>18543916
thanks bro. yea the older i get the more it feels like time is flying by and i need to grab life and enjoy it while i can.
social media ruins our attention spans and keeps us locked to our devices doomscrolling intentionally.
I want to live life to the fullest and feel ALIVE. I want to be outside and do stuff with friends.
you only have one life, and a limited amount of days on earth, i feel so jealous of others who are living better than me and I want to live more.

I'm in the same boat as you, I'm 23 and I have a stable job and am working towards a masters on the side, but I barely feel any passion for either of these things. It's not that I suck at them, it's just that it's all so boring. I tried to socialize with some of the people at work but I struggle to come up with anything to say. When they talk about boring normalfag media I can't say anything and when they talk about college I can't relate because all I did in college was go on retarded imageboards and other obscure internet sites. I feel like I've already missed by chance to be young. I'm just doomed to this life for some decades until I die.

>>18543689 (OP)
I'm 27. I have a graduate degree and I work in my field and make a decent salary. I a lot of motivation to do things beyond the bare minimum like reading books or exploring different fields.

But what I do not have is a wife/family. Compared to my coworkers, I feel like a total clown. There's nothing I really need in life. I'm not worknig for any higher purpose. The only things I could ever spend money on are selfish and unnecessary.

One thing that has always kept me motivated is the thought of having to explain to another person why I don't have a girlfriend. Think about how this conversation would go:

> ME: I can't figure why I don't have a wife/family
< Other person: Well, you have no job, why would a woman fuck you if you cannot provide for the kids?
> Me: Damn I guess you're right

I've always felt like having a job/not being a lazy person is the bare minimum prerequisite but obviously that's a lie. Pic realted I look like this.

FABIII
PARTNER

>>18544028
this nigga jon hamm got the lead role in mad men in his 40s. so yknow anything is possible ig. I don't think I wanna be famous cause it's way too much pressure.

I just have to really re-evaluate my life and figure out what my priorities are. I think for so long I prioritized my own comfort above all else, but really that was a stupid decision because in order to achieve greatness one must endure. nothing is easy. You can't be truly comfortable if you have no money. It doesn't matter if I'm comfy if I have no friends and don't even feel like I exist in the world.

It's like the tree paradox. if you don't see a tree, does it even exist? I want to exist more to others. as scary as that can feel to us antisocial people.

I saw some video about jews talking about the "goyim" and said something like "they are always focused on momentary pleasures like food, sports, sex, they never think of the future or where they are in the world", I agree with the rabbi there, people are way too comfortable with being cattle. Even I was, I just wanted to shitpost and play video games for years but now I feel like an UNC and actually want to do something with my life. At the same time, is it really our purpose as humans to just be work horses until we die for the validation of others? I don't know.

I guess theres a middle ground. dont be a lazy nigger but also you don't have to spend every moment of our precious lives grinding for momentary shekels and clout.

>>18544085
yeah man
the no gf thing really blows
I feel a sense of jealously to anyone who is in a happy relationship
I would love to have a gf and friends I go to the bar with every weekend.
women definitely prefer a guy with money, unfortunately. having good personality doesn't carry as hard as we think it would.

It feels like something I deserve but is out of my grasp
I am an INCEL in the actual definition of the term, I can't find a woman for shit. but I don't go outside so my chances at meeting women in the wild are like 0%
I guess I gotta get a job or something.

as a kid, I really felt special, as an adult I feel like the average white guy and thats also the problem. I have very low self esteem and that causes my confidence to be low as well.

shits hard, man. good chat.
we're all gonna make it bros