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Just take a gap year before resuming
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why waste all of it
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>>18527001I'm failing cause I'm suicidal if I take a gap year I'll kill myself
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your classes arent even hard why be a pussy
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>>18527015kys 1792364203718p.mp4 spammer
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>>18527011how old are you
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>>18527031geg dont kill yourself at 21 thats retarded, i would get it if you were like a war veteran trying to get back on your feet, just do your classes my nigga
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you are retarded but I get it
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what course are you doing anon
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>>18527045I don't know man I've had some form of depression since I was like 9 or 10 I think. So for about 10 years now. I used to be able to function well enough though but the past couple years I've sort of been spiraling out and at this point I'm just trying to stay in school so I don't kill myself. I keep passively looking into buying a gun a couple times a week which I cope in my head saying it's for self protection cause I live in a sketchy area but I don't buy it cause there have been times where I'm in my room and if I had a gun in that moment I would've shot myself.
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>>18527091computer science
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>>18527105Oof job market is rough out there
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>MY LIFE IS OVERRRRR
>21 years old
lol just lol
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>>18527091electrical engineering
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>>18527101I also gave my cat to my friend recently cause I might shoot myself soon and won't be able to take care of her
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>>18527114Yeah my resume is shit and I haven't applied for any jobs. Didn't do an internship either.
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>>18527101yeah depression is a fag but kill yourself at 21? atleast wait till youre like 60 and in the meantime try to push through, you didnt live all those memories for nothing did you
<also you werent born in india or africa so thats an automatic win
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>>18527091porn production
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>>18527170Bro I'm trying to push through every single day but it feels like I'm drowning half below the surface of the water trying to keep breathing if that makes sense. I'm not exaggerating when I say that every single morning the first thought that comes in my head right when the alarm wakes me up is that I should commit suicide. I also dream about it a few times per month.
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>>18527201talk to your college advisor/therapist and assume you were dead for 10 years and now you get a new chance to do whatever you want
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>>18527201well keep trying then, if life were easy there would be zero suicides, and i know you dont want to die cause if you did you would have jumped off a bridge by now
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do a trip with no destination or a literal who place, I did it once and it ended up fucking bad but it was fun and makes you trust people, talk about your needs, connect more deeply and more good stuff
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>>18527274It's night time already and I have a project due tomorrow I haven't started. I had a month to do it too, and it's about 30% of the class grade. It's not something you can use AI on either.
And I just do not care. I feel fine with just not turning it in and failing the class. I already failed another class this semester though cause I skipped a midterm and got a 0 on it.
I don't particularly see the point in even doing the assignment and passing the class because I will not get a job anyways, and if I did somehow get a job I know I would hate it.
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