/soy/ - Soyjaks

Today I was going to the toilet in a bar, and I attempted to walk into the women's bathroom, a lady saw me, and told me 'the mens room is the other way' all I could say back is 'thank you' I just got home, and I am in the shower with the water turned on, crying. How can it be that after all the hrt and I was even wearing a dress, that I still did not pass? I feel empty, and useless. No matter how much I try, People still won't recognise me as a real woman.