/soy/ - Soyjaks

I also suspect she might be compensating for unresolved psychosexual urges. She is also diagnosed bipolar. And just to clarify, I’m not transgender.
>Have cousin who is five years older than me
>Grew up near each other so was at her house constantly
>Starting from when I was at least the age of 5 she and her sister would play dress-up with me every time I came over
>Literally would wear their old clothes and costume dresses for hours at a time
>She continued dressing me up like a girl for years
>Taught me how to do makeup and how to walk in heels
>She would post pictures of us dressed up together on Instagram and told people I was a girl
>Would even sometimes pick me up and drive to her house just to give me makeovers when she was bored
>Would do manic things like make me look at pictures of wedding dresses and tell her which ones I want to wear
>Convinced me to come out as gay at 13 (though everyone knew)
>Encouraged me to have a fairly severe eating disorder so I’d stay small and thin
>Would constantly talk about sex and tell me about the guys she hooked up with

I could go on and on. This continued until she moved away for college. Now she’s in her late 20s, is openly bisexual, and constantly posts on Instagram about how much she hates trannies. I mean like probably a third of her entire feed is anti-trans stuff. So what is her deal?