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>Go outside at 9, with a weapon on me because I always keep myself covered
>Go to my usual spot where I converse with nature
>See group of highschoolers and hide because I dont want anyone getting any wrong ideas
>I ran right into the bushes because going off trail from the park led into a forest.
>I watched them, they had even brung women and alcohol with them
>And as they were having fun, within all of intricacies, the only thing I could feel in that moment was wrath
>Having friends, hell even speaking to women is something that I have never experienced in years
>I felt angry, angry because I was watching a life that was taken away from me because of the appearance I grew into as I matured as a man
>The razor sharp object within my hand began to speak to me as if it had a mind of its own, like when you're at a high altitude and your mind is constantly telling you to jump for whatever reason that you cant quite seem to understand
>I get carried away because I tried to move while inside the bushes to a distance that's further away from them which alerted them
>One of them looked, cautioned to the others and yelled "YO WHO THE FUCK IS THAT!?"
>I immediately got up and ran as fast as I possibly could and these sacks of shits started chasing after me
>In a panic I ran into a forest in the middle of the fucking dark and got lost for a good hour. I ended up having to trek along the side near the edges of the forest to find my way back to a safer space that I was familiar with
>Albeit I was never caught, I feel a sense of longing even to this day, and what I'm longing for is a woman to finally call mine, but I know that day will never come.
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If I were to ever have a real girlfriend, she would have to align with all of the following:
A beautiful mid
Feet that are nice to look at
Appreciative of my love
For some reason women to ridicule me for reasons that I do not know, and I am left questioning why things must be this way.
To them do I appear as some sicko lunatic serial killer? Is there something wrong with my face? I cannot fix something I was born with.
Why must I feel such anger? This is not fair, COMPLETELY unfair.
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>>18430241False because if you looked like a serial killer they'd love you
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>>18430243The serial killers you see of on television are handpicked by the media because they are either the most interesting or most attractive.
Most serial killers in general have a face that is quite hard to trust.
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>>18430243There's men like Robert Christian hansen, leon Davis jr, bryan kohberger, samuel little, and many more who exhibit the characteristics that I speak of.
Do you think women love these killers? No, because actions itself are neither a positive or a negative.
Because the condition of what makes a positive or negative is looks itself, hence why these killers are poorly remembered despite having higher killcounts than your most popular of serial killers.