/soy/ - Soyjaks

Yesterday I had mad sex with a black guy and it was nasty. Like I was dirty, just having his huge dick slapped across my face totally submissive. I was literally, my mouth was magnetized to his dick, I couldn't stop sucking. Is that normal? I got it so slobbery and wet as well.

I felt like it was demonic almost like.. I felt guilty after that. But I just wanted that satisfaction with a man, let alone a black man who I was 100% fetishizing I know. The thing is I don't want to keep raising my body count , but I have needs and desires and I just want to get fucked really hard once in a while and I LOVE LOVE sucking dick especially when it's in such a perfect commendable size that I can just about swallow the whole thing and choke at the same time. Why did I enjoy having his huge dick slapped across my face and why am I so addicted to sucking a good dick? It's like a stress reliever for me but low-key I felt kind of demonic as well ngl.