/soy/ - Soyjaks

How do I genuinely leave the soysphere? Im just tired of this bullshit. No funny threads, only endless piles of racebait, trannybait, goonbait, faggotbait, gore and other retarded shit. I'm just tired. But I still can't leave. I'm getting sucked there every time, hoping I will find a gem that gonna make all the hundreds of hours I wasted here worth it.
The entire internet is dead, and smaller communities like this are dying too. No new gems are made, only sea of brimstone and coal. Nothing worth browsing.
I don't have goytok, or niggergram like most normgroids, but Im still pathetic little faggot, who is addicted to fast dopamine this site gives me. I can browse /soy/ for hours, waiting to lurk in new shitty bait threads. I even browse shitty on breaks in school because nobody wants to talk with me.
I'm tired, guys. Exhausted of this shit. I hoped Salt gonna make something better, but he may be even worse than Quote.
I'm just want to forget this site, but I can't. I daydream about what threads I would make, how would I seethe, and how I would own trannies all day. This exhausting. There is no place for something mindful in my head. Only shit. Sometimes I'm just start to scream about BBC and gigachads for no reason. I'm thinking about would should I do, so people would think I'm a gigachad. That's how far I'm gone.
>kys
That would make my mother upset. I can't do that, sadly.