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>I can't take it anymore. I'm gonna go on a diy website and order hrt. I don't know what the hell has gotten into me. I used to be a raging transphobe. What the hell am i doing? is there really any point in it whatsoever? i dont think ill ever truly be happy as a man, and if im gonna have to start hrt eventually, its better to do it sooner. I used to hate trannies, and before that, I didnt even know that they existed. in fact, only because of this site i even learned how gender transitioning even works in the first place. i would have no idea that such things existed at all if not for this site. i mean, now that i look back on everything, my childhood and stuff, there were definitely signs. clear signs. if i had only learned about gender transitioning sooner, if i had only been thought about such things, perhaps i could've known what these feelings meant and started earlier, early enough that i could have been a somewhat passable woman, instead of learning about it on a bald man with glasses website at age 16 and trooning out at 19. perhaps i could've been happy with myself and my life that way. i dont know if i could ever be now. im sad. please dont be mean to me im scared and nervous and sad i dont know what my life will be like. im so nervous. i have no one to hold my hand through all this
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I like smelling my farts
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mindbroken by hunky