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I'm in my senior year of college as a computer science major. My grades are not great and I did not get an internship or do any personal projects, so most likely I will graduate without a job. I also barely even want a job in the first place. I don't want to be a "software engineer" nor do I want to do anything else.

I'm also severely socially isolated and depressed. I've been depressed most of my life but it's been getting a lot worse in the past couple years especially. I fantasize about suicide literally every day.

I want to just drop out and kill myself. But I'm also in my senior year so part of me thinks I should just push through and try to get a job. I don't know why though, it's not like that would help me stop wanting to die every day.

What do you think I should do?

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>I'm in my senior year of college as a computer science major. My grades are not great and I did not get an internship or do any personal projects, so most likely I will graduate without a job. I also barely even want a job in the first place. I don't want to be a "software engineer" nor do I want to do anything else.
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>I'm also severely socially isolated and depressed. I've been depressed most of my life but it's been getting a lot worse in the past couple years especially. I fantasize about suicide literally every day.
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>I want to just drop out and kill myself. But I'm also in my senior year so part of me thinks I should just push through and try to get a job. I don't know why though, it's not like that would help me stop wanting to die every day.
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>What do you think I should do?

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just kill yourself tbh

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Working the rest of your life a job you hate is a no no, my advice would be figuring what you like. But even then, you say you are socially isolated, so I question wether it's convenient for you to even attempt living a conventional life (as you won't have a wife and kids to come back to or friends you can spend the weekends with).

Honestly? Do whatever the fuck you want, but don't kill yourself, you won't get another shot at life, and if you really are considering killing yourself, go do the shit you didn't have the courage to do before (like extreme sports, cursing the people you hate most, asking your crush etc).

These are my two cents, I am in no way qualified to give advice, but I hope it helps

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>>17975672
There's no fucking job I could see myself working for the rest of my life and not hating

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>>17975694
Do you like anything at all?

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Become a slut for big black cock

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>>17975580 (OP)
lmao nigger i study CS too and you should die because i know what im doing and i love computers, and you're a poser who doesn't even know who he will become

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find the thing youve always wanted to do in life and do it

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>>17975703
Can't think of anything

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>>17975759
LieNuke. There's no way you don't like anything. Your brain is wired to like and hate things. If you want to do this online therapy shit be honest through and through

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>>17975717
I'm actually good at the subject is the thing. Like classmates will come to me cause if they don't understand shit cause they just assume I understand the concepts better and stuff like that. But it's all forced, I thought I maybe liked it enough to do it as a major when I was in high school but I've found that's not true. I actually hate it.

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>>17975790
Okay I guess I like going to the gym, jerking off to porn for hours, and playing video games. Even doe I usually feel like shit after for the last two.

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Just kys

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>>17975816
We're getting somewhere. Going to the gym is a good thing, I could reccomend getting into a sport in a much more serious way (like athletics, and stuff). What games do you play?

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>>17975859
Btw we are assuming you have full agency over your choices and don't have to contend with like your parents over your future

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i'm headed the exact same direction
>>17975759
same

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>>17975859
I don't know bro I hate sports. I just like lifting weights by myself. I also haven't played any video games in a few months, the last thing was maybe some game called abiotic factor or spider man 2, I forget.

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>>17975859
that's a fucking retarded advice, he probably did cs because he liked being around computers (wich didn't work out well) and now you're telling him to become some olympic lifter or whatever you're going to say (if you say pe teacher i'm anally raping you) because he likes going to the gym?

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>>17975956
Not what I meant. He doesn't have to become a world champion, or dedicate his life to it, just do something that could give him satisfaction over winning some local tournaments and stuff. I am still trying to understand his situation so I can give actual advice

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>>17975923
Do you have any dreams? dreams of being rich? dreams of leading people? dreams of being part of something bigger? anything like that? what did you dream of when you were a child?

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>>17975923
I'm afraid I can't help any longer. Actually I am not in a much better situation either. All I can tell you now is what I am personally planning to do about it. Once I'm done with this higher education bullshit I am going to become a vagabond of sorts and once I can no longer sustain myself I'll go die in Ukraine or something. I am sorry I couldn't help you more

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>>17975992
and how would he get money, get a job in a field he doesn't like?

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>>17976148
He can't, but that is quite obvious isn't it?

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Have you tried giving up and using hard drugs

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>>17975580 (OP)
become a philosopher and go live in a barrel

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>>17976013
Yeah no not really
>>17976095
Okay yeah fair I was about to say this isn't going to lead anywhere. I think I just made this thread cause I was bored or something. I will most likely be dead in a couple years. I just want to move out and buy a gun and then I can do it, that's really the only reason I want a job. I just feel terrible for my parents but I can't keep feeling like I'm drowning like this every day for much longer.

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>>17975580 (OP)
Learn social skills and then socially manipulate everyone to see past your lack of talent

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>>17976272
Why are you being such a baby?

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>>17976272
how about this, continue on your course and get your degree, try doing 2 or 3 years in industry and if it all still feels like shit then sign up to the military.

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>>17976272
I would beg you not to kill yourself but life really can be fucking bleak. I hope things will get better so that you won't have to consider such drastic options

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this is what following the rules gets you
if you work you will be exploited and relentlessly shit on by people that could not care less about you or what you want to do
rapefugees literally get thousands of dollars every month from the government for free and you are expected to work your ass off forever because its your "moral duty"
the game is rigged there is nothing we can do

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>>17976356
Yeah you will be a goyslave all your life, but if you have friends or family it can be bearable. The problem arises when you are asocial

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>>17976324
yeah because being used as cannon fodder by a gigantic order of satanic pedophiles is definitely a good idea and wont get you killed in the most horrible way you can imagine. You'll totally be a badass that gets a bunch of medals and you wont get blown up by a drone because of incompetent corrupt leadership, trust me bro

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>>17976356
the point of getting a "job" and a "career" is that you can leave the west as fast as possible. here it doesn't matter how much money you make, you'll always be a slave

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society will chuck millions of dollars at retarded streamers that harrass people for a living and promote steroid use to preteens or whores that shake their ass infront of a camera but they wont spare a penny for the commoner that keeps everything running smoothly
Society has forsaken the common man

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>>17976392
if he's gonna kill himself anyway might as well work for something bigger, it will help him potentially finding a purpose, they point is to try a bunch of new shit and see what sticks on the wall.

Also he's not gonna get deployed you retarded nigger

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>>17976450
dont say he's not gonna get deployed you dont know that
Also him working for something bigger doesnt matter if that "something bigger" is horrid

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Take as many classes as you can asynchronous then try to get an online job when you graduate even if it doesn't pay the greatest. If you aren't outgoing this gay world isn't for you

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>>17976499
he needs a big radical change in his life, even if he just completes the training, that's more than enough, some places offer military training without you actually having to sign up to the actual army.

OP if your reading this, I recommend first finding a colossal list of different possible careers that you could do, then sort them based on: "absolutely not", "maybe" and "Sure", go through the massive list and afterwards just look into the "maybe" and "sure" categories more deeply, it will take a while to do this but it will help you out.



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