/soy/ - Soyjaks

do u ever come a poor working class family and you didn't really have a choice but grow up around them really loud stupid ppl and you basically became them. do u ever have to work at a construction site and u have to scream at the top of ur longs in a building with loud machinery to talk to get information across. and you go out and you see people wearing nice clothes and their soft spoken and seem to have comfortable lives. it hurts deeply. i never wanted to be like this especially if you were autistic and introverted to begin with. its so unfair i hate myself, i hate everything i look at i want to die. i wanna die i wanna fucking die i hate this