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just refer to everything as SNCA
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have a personal project to fall back on so if everything regresses u can be like "well at least this is progressing and it's within my control"
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Remember that people care fan about you or something
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i have seen the worst out of people. im mad autistic and i cant tell what is going to cause a freakout what makes them hate me or what makes them like me. but it seems like no matter the more time i spend around anybody they gradually begin to hate me more and more. sometimes i try to do nothing at all that would anger anybody but that seems like the fastest way to piss anybody off. im just tired of it people are animals their not logical and dont run on reason, im done. im fucking done
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>>17776424I'm not suicidal, although I will say that for the past month, I've been having very noticeable mood swings. I might feel like a piece of garbage for a few days, then one day I'll feel like I can conquer the world, then it's back to feeling like a bad person.
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Kill yourself
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>>17776471I don't watch mainstream media. The only contact I have with the internet is Youtube and the Sharty, and even then I still get riled up.
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>>17776511maybe just get off the internet for a couple days u might have an addiction
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>>17776525Yeah, that would probably help. I'll try it and see if it does anything.
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savour what you have now. you probably won't believe this but you'll feel nostalgic for this in like three years trust me
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>>17776688yeah thats always the case isnt it :(
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delete social media
find hobbies
socialize in real life
delete social media
stop going online
delete the internet
delete social media
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>>17776511social media is way worse than mainstream media for doombaiting
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>>17776701hang in there nigga, don't hang out there like a tranny
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stop listing to the news
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fuck off then, no one is forcing you to be here
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>>17776498Demoralization won
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>>17776404 (OP)think of your life less like a task with a specific purpose where the outcome is the most important thing and more like an adventure to be lived and experienced, where the jaks we made along the way were the true purpose all along
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>>17777088The only biological goal of life is reproducing doe