/soy/ - Soyjaks

So I was amab and i always thought i was trans mtf until somewhat recently and I wish i hadn’t transitioned so early. I was always like oh i wanna be a girl as a young kid and like my parents were a bit too supportive lol (nothing wrong with that just wish i wasn’t rushed kinda) and i got a name change legally pretty early and like went on E when i hit puberty but i wish i hadn’t, cuz i think i was just a flamboyant kid lol 😭 i mean ima gay dude so makes sense but i have some breast development even tho small still annoying but like I stopped taking the lowest E patch possible about 4-5ish months ago but does anyone know when id start looking more masc again? I have about 2 inches of breast from top down view and the permanent part is like an inch deep into chest and it slowed penile growth for a bit and it’s so annoying 😭 i wanna be one of the guys 🫩🫩 and yes i am in mid puberty about rn so just lemme know (i hate being a late bloomer too 🫩🥲) tysm!