/soy/ - Soyjaks

i go outside for work during all of the weekdays. during all of those days i observe and everything just feels predetermined, like they were all planned to do this specific thing at this specific time to keep people trapped in a sort of fake world. even when i get spoken to i can see their fake smiles and laughs and this includes the people i think are family, which i'm not even sure about since i haven't taken a dna test. not to mention i dont think i've ever seen a news story from the place i'm from and i even googled it to make sure.
i'm not truman, right? clearly this is all just coincidences and i'm just overthinking everything but for some reason theres a feeling way back in my mind that everything around me is scripted