/soy/ - Soyjaks

You know the appeal of rape for me is specifically the idea of not just controlling a woman's body, but how she actually feels. Being able to make her feel pleasure against her own will. Sometimes I jerk off to just regular vanilla rape fantasies where I imagine holding her down while she's crying and squirming and I just fuck her and she can't do anything to stop me. But other times I like the idea of kidnapping a woman and tying her up with a vibrator on her pussy and attached to an automatic fuck machine so she's forced to orgasm against her will repeatedly. In these fantasies it's less about my own pleasure and more about the control and power over her body that turns me on.

In my more unrealistic and extreme fantasies I imagine kidnapping a woman and essentially mind breaking her over time into being my willing slave. Keeping her in a cage and having her wear a collar and leash and walk around naked on all fours around the house. I would rape and beat her until she's eventually conditioned to accept and even sort of enjoy her position. If I were to leave the door open and leave her untied she would willingly choose to stay in my home because she knows that's where she belongs.

I also like to imagine all these kinds of situations with a variety of different kinds of women. Like I had this professor in her 40s who was very stern and professional and I would go home from class and imagine just absolutely raping her into submission. I think it would take longer for her to give in to it than other women. Or sometimes I'll talk to a girl and notice she's kind of shy and akward and stuff, and I'll later fantasize about how she would deal with being raped. Like would she would cry the whole time or stop crying at some point? At the beginning when I start getting kinda touchy and groping her would she freeze up? Would she awkwardly laugh and treat it as a joke while sort of trying to get away? Would she get mad?

This is basically the only thing I can jerk off to these days.