==I was a weird loser in middle school== Ive been kind of thinking back today and it brought back some bad memories. I was the usual weird quiet kid. Other kids had a nickname for me, some kid would say im just an NPC that despawns when out of sight, a

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Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:35:03 №17407891 [Quote]

I was a weird loser in middle school

Ive been kind of thinking back today and it brought back some bad memories. I was the usual weird quiet kid. Other kids had a nickname for me, some kid would say im just an NPC that despawns when out of sight, another guy who acted friendly towards me refused to work with me on a project and coldly told me to do it alone, etc.

I had literally no friends. I'd mostly just talk to the neurodivergent or weird kids to try to not look like a friendless loser, but they all moved schools over time so I was eventually just all alone.
There was this kid who was actually genuinely nice and tried to include me once but I was scared and didn't hang out with him.

This was also during a time of my life where I self isolated and cut all my actual friends off for no good reason, which left me an anxious shell of a person. I was also very self conscious and retarded and I remember asking like two guys whether other people in class thought I was autistic

It's crazy to look back at it now because im heading to college and im actually doing fine socially and i'm full of life and aspirations and much more confident now. Yet when I think back about my old self, I feel like im about to have a panic attack. I hate my old self. In my lowest moments, I still feel like that kid. I was such a fucking husk, man. It disgusts me

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:37:32 №17407937 [Quote]

>>>/r9k/ is a couple of blocks away

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:39:34 №17407977 [Quote]

kys normified cuck

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:40:47 №17408003 [Quote]

Just dont think about that time in your life op

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:42:33 №17408051 [Quote]

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:44:08 №17408082 [Quote]

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>I was a weird loser in middle school
>
> Ive been kind of thinking back today and it brought back some bad memories. I was the usual weird quiet kid. Other kids had a nickname for me, some kid would say im just an NPC that despawns when out of sight, another guy who acted friendly towards me refused to work with me on a project and coldly told me to do it alone, etc.
>
>I had literally no friends. I'd mostly just talk to the neurodivergent or weird kids to try to not look like a friendless loser, but they all moved schools over time so I was eventually just all alone.
>There was this kid who was actually genuinely nice and tried to include me once but I was scared and didn't hang out with him.
>
>This was also during a time of my life where I self isolated and cut all my actual friends off for no good reason, which left me an anxious shell of a person. I was also very self conscious and retarded and I remember asking like two guys whether other people in class thought I was autistic
>
>It's crazy to look back at it now because im heading to college and im actually doing fine socially and i'm full of life and aspirations and much more confident now. Yet when I think back about my old self, I feel like im about to have a panic attack. I hate my old self. In my lowest moments, I still feel like that kid. I was such a fucking husk, man. It disgusts me

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:45:00 №17408103 [Quote]

ironically in high school i learned the people that wouldn't talk to me wasn't the other special losers but the wigger drug kids i acted like a huge nigger to have social life and started buying vapes im still learning how to undo this but that was the only way

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:50:55 №17408203 [Quote]

same, but i didn't have friends because i am asocial not because of other shieet

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:51:21 №17408209 [Quote]

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I was a cool winner in middle school

Ive been kind of thinking back today and it brought back some good memories. I was the usual cool kid. Other kids had a nickname for me, some kid would say im just too cool, another guy who acted friendly towards me worked with me on a project and I made it cooler.

I had literally many friends. I'd mostly just talk to the nerds, dorks, and nincompoops to look swaggier, but they all moved schools over time so I was eventually just too swagger.

This was also during a time of my life where I had swag (I still do) and my actual friends were swagger, too. Which left me an awesome cool guy of a person. I was also very selfless and smart and I remember asking like two guys whether other people in class thought I was awesome and they said yes

It's crazy to look back at it now because im heading to college and im actually even cooler. Yet when I think back about my old self, I remember that I can still be even more swagger. I love my self. In my highest moments, I still feel hella dripped. I was such a cool guy, man.

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:54:14 №17408259 [Quote]

There was this girl who I'm 90% sure had a crush on me and all of the nerdy guys crushed on, but I was uninterested and kind of autistic so I didn't go for it

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 16:56:34 №17408296 [Quote]

Same

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 17:02:33 №17408399 [Quote]

>>17407891 (OP)
people in high school were all nice to me because they all thought I was going to kill myself and they didn't want to get in trouble

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 17:05:34 №17408450 [Quote]

I was a wee lad in the 80s

Chud 08/25/26 (Tue) 17:07:25 №17408478 [Quote]

>>17408450
did they take your lucky charms?