>>17393238Holy shit. I'm an engineering student and I'm in my finals period. Usually because of stress (and procrastination), this is the period I jack off 3-4 times a day. But this whole semester I didn't touch my dick. Not once.
Today I met my cute lab peofessor in private to ask her some questions about the subject. I don't know what happened, but she seemed stressed, didn't stop giggling, played with her hair the whole time, and towards the end we went on and had a 20 minute off topic conversation. What the actual fuck happened. I would usually be stressed out with cute girls like that and strictly keep it academical, but I was completely calm, rock solid eye contact, making jokes. This was so enjoyable it almost felt like it was a date.
Then I went in a coffee, and had a funny conversation with the cute cashier… Then, I payed for my coffee, and she gave me a card to get another one free ( usually you have to buy like 9 coffees to get one free, but she filled the whole card for me.) She told me to come back some time.
On top of that, this period is where I have the most shit to do. Because of my past wanking habit, I used to procrastinate a lot and have lots of things to do in a small time frame. But I developped an insane work ethic this semester and for the first time ever… I have almost nothing to do O_O
I got almost all the studying done and all my assignments were delivered far before the due date.
This is incredible, I've never been so on top of my shit EVER. I'm starying really to believe I can achieve every goal of mine. I feel freaking fantastic ahshsksbjssbsjsbsjwhsuisis FUCK YEA
But it will. You stay focused. You stay on your purpose. Refuse to get distracted by those negative thoughts and realize pain is temporary. Think what you can do right away that pushes you one step further in the right direction. You keep doing that everyday my friend, then one day you'll wake up and realize how much you've evolved.
Sorry for that I was feeling poetic. Poetry helps sometimes, but go check out my post about my tips if you want real tricks to get the job done.
Remember this : Patience is the name of the game. Rome didn't build itself in one night.