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>>>17348984
SUPER MARIO TITANS IS REAL
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June 29 ivsw Repetitive dreams into ivsw because it happened too fast and I didn't realize I was awake. Probably because I wasn't fully awake.
July 7th 1:43am woke up after it already happened so I guess ivs which is rare usually it's ivsw
July 17th ivsw around midnight like 12:04
Additional notes: I got 3 hours of sleep tops and it very well might be less
Also: I've had close calls the past few days so I'm not surprised I got IVSW just really disappointed it ended this way.
Aug2 ivw too much buildup leading to loss of control. Snowballing effect shifted into a negative way. Given the circumstances that led to it and how it happened I don't think this will snowball any further, but being reset is still kinda a setback.
Aug 6 ivsw-ivw some odd fusion of the two occurred as I was waking up making it harder to classify as pure ivsw since it might've been a little different. Still wasn't fully awake and it didn't seem to be voluntary. Dream was synchronized partially with the real world. Which is a little interesting.
Aug 14 rare ivw I
I lost control. Too much slow buildup and gradual mind influence. Something had to break eventually. I vaguely recall that feeling of helplessness. That feeling of being controlled.
Aug 16 Ivw lost control
Too much cumulative effect. I woke up in a bad state and was already pushing in the wrong direction and I was too tired to properly control my thoughts or remember what I truly wanted. Based on the spacing of failures it appears that my hypothesis was correct. That each failure is likely to spawn another. They seem be really close to each other. 16,4,8,2 day gaps indicates a downward trend as if one failure can lead to downward spiral. I'm genuinely at a loss for what to do at this point.
It happened again. This time I noticed that I had difficulty walking. I wonder if being tired is the cause of both.
August 17 ivw it happened again. I lost control because of my mind being affected. It happened after I woke up and I wasn't able to muster up enough free will to stop it. At this point I appear to be stuck in a rut.
August 21 ivw
It appears once the damage has been dealt even if you delay or fight it you still eventually lose. The damage was originally dealt when I was asleep or in the process of waking up meaning that all this might be pointless. If the damage can be dealt while I'm asleep or as I'm waking up and it can alter the way my mind thinks… Yeah it does seem pretty demoralizing. It's like a telltale game pretending you have choices or that the choices matter when in actuality they all lead to the same outcome.
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femboy porn
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>>17349048Nophono goons to femboys
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>>17349043wtf does ivsw mean
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whatever~ you know you're gonna give in sooner or later :3 and its going to feel sooooo goood ;)
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>>17349096Involuntary sleep wake like in between being asleep and awake
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The only thing I want in life is to finally ejaculate inside a woman
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Feburary 12th had to fight off the intense headache somehow. Can't take a second dose yet so this is the only thing that'd work.
February 16th x2
February 21 asleep
March 3rd sleep
March 30th sleep
April 8th sleep
April 13th x3
Lesson learned it always starts with the mind. Inl deleted everything because it was too risky. I also deleted some bookmarks that I thought would be risky. Going to stop going to wfg because that's also risky. Lesson learned is don't entertain certain thoughts for even an instant. Clear your mind and regain focus. I will be free, for I've etched it into my heart
May 8 dream leading to escalation and loss of free will. Very disturbing indeed. It's as if my success can be stripped away at a moment's notice. It should be my top priority to take control of my dreams and remain lucid to prevent that from happening.
May 15 sleep
May 18 sleep
May 21 sleep
May 27 sleep
June 2nd sleep
June 5th (couldn't remain lucid) I need to learn how to lucid dream.
July 5th sleep got me the one day when I was peak tired
July 9 sleep x2
July 14 sleep
July 17 sleep
August 10 ice test fail
Aug 21 sleep
Aug 24 sleep
Aug 31st sleep
September 15 sleep
October 5th sleep
October 12th sleep
October 30th sleep
November 11th sleep
November 18th sleep
November 20th sleep
November 22 sleep/wake
November 23 DANGER ZONE
December 29th sleep, wake, honestly pretty solid time
January 6th weak minded
January 11th sleep
January 12th weak minded (felt like being controlled)
January 18th same as last time
January 21st mind break
January 30th
February 3rd didn't happen while asleep but dreamt that something similar happened
Couldn't get rid of E so ended up being in between v and iv
This is a disappointing way to lose but I don't want to give up
Idea: next time e doesn't go away try cold shower instead
That way I don't have to lose in order to make it go away
Either that or hurting myself would work
Would be preferable to losing and risking snowballing in the wrong direction
February 13 sleep to awake transition
February 13 sleep to awake transition again
February 15th subtle mind influence
February 26 strong mind influence p
Match 7th ivs sleep (dream)
March 15 iv strong and subtle mind influence. Still being affected by it even now.
Happened again shortly after. Even now I still feel the influence.
April 7th IVSW
April 28 IVSW
May 4 IVSW
May 5 IVW felt lack of control and mind influence was strong
May 6 IVSW strong and subtle mind influence
May 11 IVW strong mind influence
May 20 IVSW highly condensed dream activity
May 26 IVSW dream intensity ramp up
June 4 IVSW
June 17 IVSW dream made me think I already failed and then it happened in the process of waking up but I wasn't fully awake or aware. High levels of dream activity prior with different dream environments and multiple dreams. Very above average dream activity.
Poßßible countermeasures: feed dreams less, feed certain feelings less, sleep on the opposite of the bed (possibly)
Truth bomb: if you aren't in control there's nothing you could have done
This shouldn't set me back that much since I feel no pride or shame and it was kinda more random than a downward spiral beginning
June 20 IVW
It happened after my mind was heavily influenced by something I came upon by accident. I wound up watching my body move on its own almost like that one time I discovered free will might be an illusion, or at the very least that there are certain concessions.
IVW again after dream influenced me as well as past failures. I think I might have a hard time escaping like this. When my mind is influenced in such a way what I perceivably want changes. Very disturbing to witness indeed. Not sure how to combat mind alteration other than "lol just want to not do it harder next time"
June 21st reporting a close call but no loss yet. It was a subversive dream with imagery I haven't seen before. The entity or person in the dream was giving off troll or trickster vibes. I get the impression it was malice.
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Uploading in order of newest to oldest notes
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>Daydreaming falling underwater thinking that there's nothing to do, feel, think, etc
>Imagine the water overtaking my head as I go under
>See a malevolent female entity gently pulling me under the water
>Malice is veiled with a warm smile
>Know that it's bs
>Don't do anything about it because what's the point
>Remember the story of Peter sinking and being rescued by Jesus
>See hand coming into the water
>Take it
>Hear my rescuer say "seize the station"
>Possibly misheard
>Could've been "cease the station"
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>>17349335Nintendo yellow gook niggas losted
Palworld aryans vvonned
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Yellow nevergoon minions won too
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>>17349366Seeing another palworls fan here embarrasses me as one.
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>>17349382Palworld is based because Palworld btfos tendies
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>>17349382Palworld players are all soyteens
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>>17349190Nevergoon won
Pregnancy lost
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>>17349391Why are you disgusting losers in our funny game
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>>17349390I dont get what this means.
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Giga go up
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Kill yourself
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>>17349416I didn't but it took my 5 seconds to figure it out. It means nintendocucks
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Obsessed autocorrect
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>>17349416They won the lawsuit against nintendo, as such this causes like a ton of seethe from nintendo soyboy types
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>>17349433Gooner seething
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>>17349457It's also keyed because of the terraria crossover.
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>>17349043Aug2 was because of femquote during the soysurgency I believe. At the time I didn't think it would have an effect on me at all. However it ended up being a persistent problem.
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Anyone else have any nevergoon notes?
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>>17349742Nevergoon still won even though I lose from time to time
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>>17349567GEG femquote porn
>>17349765your notes read off like schizo rants
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NEVER GOON WABAG
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>>17349765how is it genuinely this hard? sometimes ill goon frequently but ill get focused on a project and stop for weeks to occasionally months
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NEVER GOON. LVST LQST
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easypeasymethod.org : easypeasy>nevergoon
about your experiment, inflicting something involuntary goes back to being voluntary, the thread is "how does PMOing affect me?"
the only way 'INVOLUNTARY gooning' is able to affect you is if you decide
>oh no i ejaculated once!! my life is over, might as well tickle my pickle again
if you decide to want to stop PMOing, it's not difficult with easypeasy
not just towards OP, you reading this can stop as well