>>17345254the people of my own race i geusse, i think through the hardships since by birth it was my own that loved me and were way more intelligent than i initially realized, i think i read somewhere in the bible that god cried and wept in the secret places or something like that if you denied the heritage he gave you. your family and blood relatives is pretty much everything you have their a part you even you know i didn't realize they were trying to help me its just cause i sort of hated myself now i regret it what i did