/soy/ - Soyjaks

being schizo in bald man with glasses website

>>17284354
did you make this yourself

God is a literal retard for creating a retarded fake world where I'm forced to act as the sole frame of reference and only persistently real person in the world so that he can dominate and abuse me through other people who he temporarily manifests/animates and controls as a tranny hivemind and where the world is inherently designed to cause suffering no matter what I do by making the default condition of life suffering (starvation, loneliness, boredom, exposure to elements/predators, etc) then calling me "greedy" for not wanting to suffer or be abused by him in this retarded hell world. God is literally the most disgusting retarded perverted disgusting sadist imaginable for thinking there's any way he can justify his behavior. No, existing isn't a sin retard and if it was it's you who would be guilty of it for forcing me to exist. I am totally blameless and innocent because I am the only victim in reality because God created a retarded hell world to victimize me in through everyone else who he controls as a retarded tranny hivemind. The only sinner is God and I am the only one who is innocent because everyone else is controlled by God

The thing that controls other people whose minds and wills are separate from mine is not me. It doesn't even self-identify as "me" except when it wants to try to justify abusing me, it self-identifies as the people it abuses me through which is why it feels important that I be forced to live and identify as "a peasant" so he can self-identify as "a king" by identifying himself with the people he dominates and abuses me through. A large part of the reason why God created this world was so that he can define himself in opposition to me by forcing me to live an undesirable life and forcing me to live and identify as an undesirable person/identity so that he can abuse and dominate me through other people and self-identify as something desirable and powerful by abusing something weak(me). God doesn't self-identify as "a peasant" yet he tells me that's what my identity is, he tells me his identity is "a king", that means we're not the same, not the same identity, not the same consciousness, not the same will, which means when he accesses my thoughts against my will he is violating me and it's further proven by his intentions for doing so, which is always to manufacture excuses to abuse me. My own mind isn't violating itself to look for excuses to abuse me through other people, God is doing that to me, God is violating my mind looking for excuses to abuse me through other people.