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>Be me
>Male, 6 ft, broad shoulders, notable jawline
>Look like a big guy
>But shy as fuck, introverted, low confidence and self esteem
>Worst of all, a cute voice
>Multiple people have told me that I sound cute, like a kid i guess
>Get extremely self-conscious about it
>Talk to people on the phone
>Can instantly hear their tone shift when I start speaking
>That sort of gentle, nurturing voice you'd use for a crying kid or smth
>Get embarrassed as fuck bc they probably think they're talking to a young kid, and they'd recoil in dsigust if they knew it was coming from a big guy
>Shy as hell irl
>I'm okay when I can just be some random person, but as soon as it gets personal and I have to be me and share personal stuff, I shrink
>Anxiety strains it and makes it even worse, feel like I'm squeaking sometimes
>I can hold a conversation and speak normally when I'm comfortable or around people I know, so it's not a constant thing
>Just hate that I feel like a scared little kid on the inside
>When I'm an adult that's supposed to have grown out of stuff like that by the time you reach middle school or smth
>Feel completely mismatched with my body, not in a trans or dysphoria way, but like I haven't grown up equally alongside it, haven't "earned" being an adult I guess
>Try to fix it
>Taught myself to walk confidently, stand confidently, play the part
>Still crumble when I have to put myself out there
>Social anxiety, agoraphobia, etc.
This is hell. It feels like my own mind and body are fighting me sometimes. What do I do?
№17255966[Quote]
neutralplier really said all of this
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Be homelander and kill ohio niggers
№17255982[Quote]
win
№17255989[Quote]
>>Be me
>>Male, 6 ft, broad shoulders, notable jawline
>>Look like a big guy
>>But shy as fuck, introverted, low confidence and self esteem
>>Worst of all, a cute voice
>>Multiple people have told me that I sound cute, like a kid i guess
>>Get extremely self-conscious about it
>>Talk to people on the phone
>>Can instantly hear their tone shift when I start speaking
>>That sort of gentle, nurturing voice you'd use for a crying kid or smth
>>Get embarrassed as fuck bc they probably think they're talking to a young kid, and they'd recoil in dsigust if they knew it was coming from a big guy
>>Shy as hell irl
>>I'm okay when I can just be some random person, but as soon as it gets personal and I have to be me and share personal stuff, I shrink
>>Anxiety strains it and makes it even worse, feel like I'm squeaking sometimes
>>I can hold a conversation and speak normally when I'm comfortable or around people I know, so it's not a constant thing
>>Just hate that I feel like a scared little kid on the inside
>>When I'm an adult that's supposed to have grown out of stuff like that by the time you reach middle school or smth
>>Feel completely mismatched with my body, not in a trans or dysphoria way, but like I haven't grown up equally alongside it, haven't "earned" being an adult I guess
>>Try to fix it
>>Taught myself to walk confidently, stand confidently, play the part
>>Still crumble when I have to put myself out there
>>Social anxiety, agoraphobia, etc.
>This is hell. It feels like my own mind and body are fighting me sometimes. What do I do?
Maybe soyjak.party isnt the place for u
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>>17255958 (OP)Mate even if all of that were the opposite no difference would occur, hypergamy is too real anyway. its honestly better to be a chud/incel now, at least u wont be BLUEPILLED 24/7. no one has a chance, u literally have to be a billionare. even trillionare elon musk couldnt prevent that whore ashley st clair from leaving him and spreading lies. its so over no matter what happens. Christ is king. o7
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yo hit me up
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Kill yourself fakecel
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Troon out