/soy/ - Soyjaks

Long story short, i really liked a girl back in my school days. I would sometimes fantasize and write in my own personal Word document about my fantasies involving her, she was a geek just like me at the time and i was scared of even talking to her. It got to a point where i would write her name or first letter whenever i had free creativity under any circunstance. Under my free time when i had no exams or my friends to talk, i would sometimes just quietly watch her from long distances and stalk her around during recess.
Eventually, one day i took the courage to steal one of her pencils she used and smell it. The thing is, i was retarded enough to do it in public (It was recess, everyone was supposed to be outside but two kids who i didn't noticed saw me do it). They told everyone and i had a long talk with my teacher where i cried miserably. She started fearing me, and some started theorizing about my obsession with her, some theories which reached her and she started believing them.
She couldn't look me in the eyes, not anywhere, not even a single particle of my body. She was afraid of me for the rest of the years and some already had theories long before the incident.
I remember the fact everyone started calling me Jeffrey Dahmer (My name in real life is Jefrey) because, at the time, that shitty Netflix Series about him was trendy.
I feel like my obsession for her was, in part, just some stupid and autistic idea that came tome after overdosing on Tranime about Yanderes like Elfen Lied at a young age, which probably led me to developing some strange kink.
What about you, 'teen?.