>>16726127It could mean a number of different things, and by itself it doesn't mean there's something fundamentally "wrong" with you. What's more important is understanding why you keep doing it.
Some possibilities include:
You might be seeking shock value or attention online.
You may have become desensitized after repeated exposure to graphic content.
You could be acting out anger, resentment, or curiosity in a way that's become habitual.
If you're specifically choosing gore involving Black people, it's worth asking yourself whether there's a racial element—whether conscious or unconscious—to what you're posting.
A few questions that might help clarify what's going on:
What makes you want to post those images rather than other content?
How do you feel when you post them?
Are you trying to provoke reactions, express something, or do you simply feel compelled to do it?
How do you think the people who see your posts are affected?
If you're finding that you repeatedly post graphic content despite wanting to stop, or you're noticing growing hostility toward a particular group of people, it could be useful to talk with a mental health professional. They can help you understand the underlying motivations without jumping to conclusions or judging you.
If you're comfortable sharing, what is it about gore involving Black people specifically that you find yourself posting? That detail is important for understanding what's driving the behavior.