/soy/ - Soyjaks

I’ve been so alone lately . I find it really hard to make friends now . Cause the last time I had friends they broke all my trust . They said they’d kill me . One of them started touching me after that . Touching me a lot, almost every day ; he made a ritual of it . It’s not the first time it’s happened but it’s the most recent.

That thing feels like a reminder of what he did to me. Of what i was to someone else. I don’t wanna be that thing for anyone anymore.

How am I supposed to live like this ? I’ve been going from friend to friend and lover to lover for the past 3 years. None of it was real. I can’t trust them anymore. They’ll hurt me like i was before.