/soy/ - Soyjaks

I met a guy while I was working at my new job and we connected so I gave him my snapchat. We talked about a lot of nerdy stuff, and eventually it got a little sexual so I decided it would be nice to have him over for lunch and maybe a few drinks. Once he got to my apartment he was still super nervous and anxious, visibly shaking and clammy. I comforted him and made sure he knew that everything is alright and things will be chill, after all we’re just hanging out. I showed him the kitchen since He wanted to make a couple drinks for us. It wasn’t until a few hours later I realized he over poured me. Eventually after talking about work for a few minutes my roommate left to take the dog for a walk. The second the door closed he grabbed my throat, things went from there.
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After everything I started to cry, he packed up his bags and left. Once he was out the door he removed and blocked me on everything.
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My roommate came back and asked what the fuck just happened and I told her everything, breaking down and becoming a little manic in the process. She was incredibly upset, saying that I “shouldn’t bring this shit into her apartment” and told me to leave. I got in my car and left with the intent to kill myself. I called up my dad and told him how much he meant to me which understandably freaked him out. Eventually he threatened to either answer him and head back to my apartment or he would call the police. I went home and cried myself to sleep.
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Today I got myself checked out to make sure I wasn’t hurt, and I’m fine. Just some bruises and scratches. But this isn’t the first or even second time this has happened in less than a year. Being transgender has put a target on me, and I feel like I’m constantly sifting through people who either want to murder me or people who want to objectify me. I’m so scared.