/soy/ - Soyjaks

>transition at 19
>i start passing probably 2 and a halfish years in
>find this pair of really skimpy shorts that are comfy
>my ass is basically out in them. may as well have just my panties on at some point
>my ass is pretty fat and i have nice curves, im like 110lbs
>sleep over at a friends house
>start laying in couch on the couch in ways that its visible
>he starts making comments over the next few weeks that are flirty
>i have no interest in doing anything with this guy, the attention feels good
>he has a girlfriend of 1 year
>also saw my nudes that got accidentally shared
>im in a relationship
>not even the first guy. i got a few of them like this desu. ive also gotten a lot of ppl online like this
>what makes it better is its not randoms, its long time friends
>also accidentally got one of my friends flamed for hitting on me because hes married
>also gets me money and stuff
>i even got a friends dad getting flirty and making rlly positive comments after doing this
>fuck it actually feels so good when i get older guys id expect to be transphobic
>feels really good despite being a synthetic weird fucked up girl with a dick

im just here for the attention and fun desu. i get more than enough attention in my relationship but i feel pretty. friends saying things about my nice body. it boosts my confidence so much. and its not just the men, its women too. ive gotten long time tgirl friends sending nudes, i just like teasing them by telling them what id do to them and they eat it up. my partner is down for 3sums so its mostly fine. i only never have sexual intentions with the men. i feel like im fishing and right when the hook is gonna reach the surface, i just let it go a bit back under. but all of these people are really good friends, and i kinda feel guilty sometimes

am i evil? my partner is perfect.. i have it all and im doing this for nothing… even if my partner doesnt mind