/soy/ - Soyjaks

How normal is it for a cis guy to have a lot of dreams where is a girl?
So I think I started to have those dreams since I was 11 or something.
Like whenever I have some kind of self in a dream I always am a girl in those dreams. It is often in either a romantic situation or that I'm embarrassed about being a girl. Sometimes it's the usual dream nonsense.
But my main issue with those dreams is that I get really sad when I wake up. Like I kinda wanna go back to those dreams. I don't understand how it can make me so sad. I just wanna cry…
Like in the morning after those dreams when I go to the bathroom to freshen up and I see myself in the mirror I honestly have to cry in the corner for like 2 minutes.