>>16351033Sin feels like freedom until you try to stop. Christ came to not only deliver us from the power of sin, but also to allow us into heaven if we believe in Him.
Don't think you are ever too far gone. The thief on the cross next to Jesus didn't live a perfect life, but his faith in God covered all his iniquity.
Your shame shouldn't pull you away from God, rather it should make you want to move closer to him for his forgiveness and the power he has to bring you a deeper fulfillment than what sin promises.
I will pray for you, brother. You're not guaranteed hell and that is a total lie.
It is written, "the Lord is faithful. He will establish you and guard you against the evil one." - 2 Thessalonians 3:3