/soy/ - Soyjaks

I think I’m slowly becoming more and more retarded. Everyday I wake up go to my college to learn snca from my valid folx, go home to play the same 3 games, occasionally jerk off, then go to bed. I used to do shit like drawing and reading but now I cannot pay attention and focus on anything unless it’s affixed to a screen. I haven’t had a coherent thought that wasn’t entirely in the moment in about a month and I think I’m reaching a critical threshold where I’m too retarded to function properly. Everyday blends together into an slag of inaction brought upon by my own inaction