>>16119616 (OP)>arrow because i don't look like thathonestly I have been getting more and more sensitized to porn as of lately, I find lots of things disgusting now and have been going on 2-4 day breaks before I get horny again and cave in, but I have also been being a bit more empty as of lately, I feel so damn helpless, concerned but powerless to stop my addiction, i think i have landed in a kind of purgatory where I don't really become more degenerate but I don't become less degenerate, just more aware, I tell myself that I want to change for the better but I think it's a lie, I'm in a comfort zone and I feel too tired to do anything, good for you on your abstinence quest nusoi.