/soy/ - Soyjaks

I have a difficult financial situation so when I get to my t4t gf's home I just pretend to be a puppygirl and sorta dissociate from everything. Like she strokes my head and I forget about my job, my rent, etc. I just lie down with my belly up and eat any treat she throws me. She throws a ball to the other side of the room and I rush to pursue it on all fours. It really feels simple, I don't have to do anything but be a good doggy and eat food. I like it but I also think it sorta might not be normal? It's okay to keep it in private but it's genuinely affecting my work ethic and stuff.