How do you cope with a fundamental lack of will to live ?Let's say anything you try in life either within a span of a couple of months or a decade becomes irrelevant to you, a hobby/passion or just work or study. I would like to do something else a

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Motivation/Suicide Chud !w2ycdM9 09/16/26 (Wed) 03:36:05 №98694 [Quote]

How do you cope with a fundamental lack of will to live ?

Let's say anything you try in life either within a span of a couple of months or a decade becomes irrelevant to you, a hobby/passion or just work or study.

I would like to do something else all the time but eventually get so disillusioned by it that I lose motivation to even live.

My job, my passion, everything has become irrelevant to my brain to the point that I don't even know what to do aside from being permanently online since I have no life outside of my job aside from my family.

It's kind of like being already dead, in the inside at least ?

Soon I will be 30 and still have nothing meaningful or at least I can't find meaning in these things or my life, it's like trying to chase something.

Well I cope with all of this with gaming, alcohol and social media, basically just waste my time but the fundamental question is, if I have to live like this isn't it just better to end it anyway ?

Chud SkMiT2po 09/16/26 (Wed) 03:39:52 №98695 [Quote]

I know this is horrible advice probably but the way I cope with it is by keeping in mind that going homeless actually isn’t a death sentence and in many ways represents total freedom

Chud !w2ycdM9 09/16/26 (Wed) 03:46:16 №98696 [Quote]

>>98695
Sure but it's not really different from "doing nothing" you're just surviving, the difference is that as a homeless you wander for survival, I am wandering in finding my purpose which is surely not that

Chud SkMiT2po 09/16/26 (Wed) 03:48:50 №98698 [Quote]

>>98696
If you want to know your purpose then why don’t you start trying every single hobby you can think of and then inevitably you will find one that you like

Chud !w2ycdM9 09/16/26 (Wed) 03:54:38 №98700 [Quote]

>>98698
Can't really think of anything at all, I am too blackpilled

Chud EPZOS4kT 09/16/26 (Wed) 12:01:40 №98726 [Quote]

>>>98698
because life spent awfully is still better than wasting it by ending it. time will still always allow you a chance at improving no matter how small. my personal motivation is that i don't want to be forgotten when i die i'd like to have made or done something important.

Chud 9rkLBJjt 09/16/26 (Wed) 13:37:23 №98730 [Quote]

I don't know either. The only reason I'm still alive is because I'm too much of a pussy to go through with it.

Chud 1pThH1V5 09/16/26 (Wed) 21:33:21 №98841 [Quote]

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Idk how but somehow I have so little care for things that my everyday life has become stress free. Weird to say it but, apart from interacting with people that piss me off, I don't really care for anything that happens to me or others. This has at least given me some peace even though I can't see a future for myself. For example, I used to be extremely depressed about how nobody really cares about me and how I'm just a "guy you talk to when no one is around" at best. But nowadays when I think of that I just accept that that's how it is for me, smile and let the emotions go through. I still have no real interest in anything but at least I'm not under constant oppressive depression.