who else is depressed and wants to kill themselves because they are too lazy to get better? i have caring parents and raised upper middle class and many people would kill for my life yet i am fucking miserable like a spoiled faggot brat. I just bitch a

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Chud 09/13/26 (Sun) 03:29:58 №98252 [Quote]

who else is depressed and wants to kill themselves because they are too lazy to get better?

i have caring parents and raised upper middle class and many people would kill for my life yet i am fucking miserable like a spoiled faggot brat. I just bitch and complain probably because oh poor me my life isn't perfect. i mean, i really deserve to get killed. if i saw someone acting like me i would despise them. but if i do rope then my family will be sad. so i guess i have to live out the rest of my life as a second rate fucker who will settle for mediocrity and living alone in a lonely gray apartment while my parents remain hopeful that eventually i will find joy in life or perhaps they'd secretly resent me on some level, though it would be mostly love. i have to do that because killing myself would be very selfish. but i can't live like that forever, so either i will find a wife who cures me (very unlikely) or i just decide to do the selfish evil thing and die.

>not reading allat, kys
i know bro

Chud 09/13/26 (Sun) 04:29:23 №98255 [Quote]

i know that feel bro
>unoriginal content you have been muted for 2 seconds

Chud 09/13/26 (Sun) 05:18:11 №98256 [Quote]

Me too, I have no meaning and i enjoy nothing and all the advice i get is >JUST GO TO THE JIM BRO!! or >JUST BECOME CHRIST PILLED BRO none of it works its truly over

Chud 09/20/26 (Sun) 02:55:58 №99384 [Quote]

>>98252 (OP)
dont feel like this stop thinking like this it'll get better anon

Chud 09/20/26 (Sun) 03:41:18 №99389 [Quote]

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i know the feel. i have a little ambition but i seriously cant be fucked to do anything about it. i have only ever felt the inner fire of ambition once in my life and it was over a woman, and that didnt work out so now im back to square one. my life is getting better little by little but i have to force myself to get better and most days i feel like its all for nothing and that i should just put a slab on iron in my mouth and and pull the trigger. i have been like this my entire life and now that im an adult im trying to reverse 20+ years of rot with a force of will that barely exists. i feel like im trying to stop a runaway train with the breaks cut by throwing myself on the tracks in front of it and hoping for the best. i cant really complain because i did it to myself but at the same time men are just tools and if i cant even be useful to myself how can I be useful to my God? i dont want to want to get better anymore i dont want to live i just want to die. i just want to be a zombie goy golem and eat goyslop and goon and take this stupid useless fucking head off of my shoulders.
>>99384
were it so easy

Chud 09/21/26 (Mon) 11:26:46 №99701 [Quote]

me too except i was cursed with medical misfortune that raped by chances of ever being physically normal. feelsbad being surrounded by your parents wealth while knowing you will never come close to achieving anything. makes me feel like a useless nigger faggot. even doe i actually tried to work hard an algo i just don't have the capacity to be competitive in anyway.