/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

>>97740 (OP)
Should add that i keep having problems sleeping early and that this rejection that i got from this one girl has been sort of “fucking me up” and i say that because i feel a sense of apathy and a sense that i lost on something big. Mostly indescribable like something hurts but i cannot put my finger on what actually hurts

Genuinely started typing this thread when this post was 6 min old, so you better still be around to witness this testament to autism.

>currently everything is counting on me finish the game
Are you sure *everything* is counting on finishing the game?
Yea, it would suck if you set development aside and later came back not knowing or not interested in what you where doing, but your own well being comes first.

>the scope is seemingly insurmountable
Its okay to spit when you realize that you bit more than you can chew.
And it's not like it's a waste. The steak bite might not be as clean as you wanted to to be, but you can still re-cut it into smaller bites and finish smaller, separate goals.

>a large amount of my code was fairly unorganized, and i fear that i may have to restart the last 6 ish months of work recoding everything
I will assume that you want to get into the game dev industry.
You will encounter this sort of shit all the time. This can serve as experience on how to unfuck other peoples code.
The ultimate goal is to have a Main function that is basically broken english. There shouldn't be a single algorithm, just function calls. You can recursively work on simplifying functions until you have functions that are no more than ~3 indents deep. Don't look at the entire project. Just start with abstracting the Main function first, even if it means mostly just dumping the code into functions like a closet.
The Main function is what you will look at the most, so if you make it look pretty, you will feel better about yourself, even if the subfunctions still need a lot of fixing.

>I feel like my game is making me fall behind because ive sort of neglected some other aspects of my life
> just feel like i can get shit done yet everything is pretty reliant on my getting my game done
Plan out one thing that needs doing each day, and just try to get at least that one thing done.
And it doesn't have to be something major, it could just be shit like:
Dust the ceiling fans
Scrub the bath tub
Do a little meal prep
o algo


>weather or not i should go on a “hiatus” where for a month or two i completely stop using the internet
>its hard for me to try and quit porn and work on a game at the same time
There are self admission mental facilities, and the first thing they do it take away your phone and completely cut you off from the bullshit. It is a bit extreme, but I have friends who have taken that route and I had noticed significant improvement.
For something less extreme, compartmentalize you activities and hold yourself to it.
I run a duel boot where one OS is explicitly for productivity, and one OS is explicitly for entertainment. Switching is a major speed bump, so it discourages getting distracted.

>this rejection that i got from this one girl has been sort of “fucking me up”
Listen to a corny heart break song and let yourself cry.
That is explicitly what that shit is for, they are pretty good at putting words to what you are feeling.
We have all either done it or will do it. It's a part of growing up.

>i keep having problems sleeping early
Either get off screens earlier, or set an aggressive scheduled night mode filter (where it makes the screen orange and shit)
Some physical exertion is also recommended. Either though aforementioned tasks, or exercise.
Best option is yard work. Sun exposure is a sure fire way to tucker yourself out.

I’m not sure what to tell you. Looks hypergamy and commodification of people, especially by foids, is out of control. You’re single, probably a virgin, probably an incel, but your body still has urges. Porn is escapism o algo is a retarded argument, because escapism is just a symptom — not the cause. You can quit porn, but unless you’ve got the real thing… what are you going to do? NoFap doesn’t work and is cringe. Instead of being an incel, you’ll be an incel with blue balls and a leering cretin.

I am in favor of quitting porn, but don’t quit maturation. It is a physiological need; get it over with and move on. I wish I had something more to tell you, but I don’t. Go look up that girl that rejected you and find out what men she follows, what types she likes, etc. and compare your looks to them, then decide on how feasible looksmaxxing to reach/surpass them is. If it isn’t realistic… get used to being on your own, and make peace with that AND the fact it will get worse as you grow older.

>>97751
Im here manes no worries

>>97752
Masturbation*

>>97740 (OP)
Gem post, a loser complaining about his life with SNCA details. This board went to shit when 'teens stopped making blogposts and started making one sentence vagueposts

>>97752
I dont want to masturbate at all its quite honestly a waste of energy put im in an environment where ive trained my self to takr the past of least resistance and do that. I am essentially a mentalcel due to my addictions, im not that bad looking because ive had girls flirt with me irl one was doing it today, but also i guess im sort of an incel because im picky with my women it aounds retarded but i just want some women i can relate too.
>>97751
Thanks, ill have to address this tomorrow but never the less I appreciate it. Well i do want to address the things about the code; 1. The reason why its fucked up is because i am making a combat system and all of the places where things happen are in inconsistent locations (visual reactions to be attacked are stored in the ai brain while player reactions are stored in a server sided script, so its very irritating/ menial to put certain things in certain places, for example i am adding knockback to being hit, but there are a handful of bugs as well that make it seem like shit for example player and ai collide resulting in the ai standing on top of the players head or knockback being interupted because the ai somehow ended up behind the player. So right now it just feels hard to even get started because its just so much shit to sift through

>>97756
Just go to /soy/ if you want to see that, this is the only place i can cope! And ask for advice with my specific issues

>>97757
Sorry if i sound esl as fuck here i just have deslexia

>>97757
you arent picky for waiting until you find a girl you actually relate to, you just arent being sex obsessed like most other men on and off the spectrum. being a volcel is keyed btw

>>97767
Sometimes i feel as though i am not made for love i have met a couple chuddy girls but they come and go and are rare and im a fucked junkie, i want to do great things but im just kind of in this shit hole, and i want to finish my game

>>97769
+ forgot to say that there is just a lot of women that are air heads basically like i couldnt really date most of the women in my skool because i do not want to change myself (like as in my beliefs mostly, obviously i want to change the junkie part of me) and i cant relate to them its like i have to be some dumb goyim tiktok kid and i could literally never be that ever. I have to be like an NPC and since im not that my dating pool is smaller

Be encoraged by this get o algo

>>97769
>>97770
i feel the same way. but i will assert that all men (and women doe) are made for love, just as we are made for food and water; why else, then, would you feel the pangs of deficit were it not similarly vital? i will give you the same advice i gave the slavnigger searching for a tomboy: true self knowledge and individualism are rare and just getting rarer, and the chances that one individual fits flush with another is rarer still. the odds of this, however, are not worth your cognization nor consternation. what is meant for you will come, and what is not, will not.

so when you meet a woman that you might like to marry, hold onto her tightly, even if you feel like you yourself are not worthy of her love; if you trust her enough to wed her, you must also trust her judgement of you as a worthy man, anything else would be illogical. this life, much like a woman, will drive you crazy if you let it, so do not under any circumstance despair. and, if ever you find yourself to be unworthy of a love so pure and reciprocal, then and especially now, rejoice! you cannot act upon that which you do not know, and you can act upon anything you do with a considerable amount of elbow grease. just relax, keep walking the path of self actualization, and be secure in the knowledge that like attracts like. simple as.

>>97781
thanks man, i dont have anything better to say but thanks

Why does everything depend on you releasing your game quickly?

I recommend you to calm down a bit. If you need to reorganise a couple months worth of code, thats not the end of the world. It will take time but you can do it and it will make your work easier in the future.

Try not to focus on the girl. Ik its basic shit but theres plenty of women out there.

I'd recommend quitting porn, but not masturbation. Masturbating is a natural outcome of having a sexual drive but no sex. Porn is very detrimental as it means you can start cranking it outside of your natural urges, and will waste more time doing so. At the moment just drop porn, it isn't too hard to do it either. You will find this makes you masturbate less too.

Take care of yourself first. You can slow down progress on your game, its not an emergency. Take some more time and make sure youve polished your gem properly

>>97814
Sorry for the late response cant exactly use my phono is skool
> Why does everything depend on you releasing your game quickly?
Well not exactly quickly but its just that there are other endeavors and things that i would like to do but because im working on my creative project im completely focusing on that other wise its way too much to juggle.
>reorganize your code
Im still considering weather i should i not

>>97740 (OP)
is this ding dong and julian

>>97868
literally who are these people

>>97863
please dont rewrite any code unless you are forced to i have been there and its such a waste of time. just write whatever jeetcode works and make it nice later when your games design is set in stone

>>97870
Theyre two gay guys that your post reminded me of. They also have been talking about making a game but struggle to make progress

>>97872
I've been working on my game for nearly a year now and i do go decent progress its just one shitty hurdle as of now

quit sugar