so on /soy/ they're raiding some pedonigger forum and i saw screencaps and now i can't stop feeling sick. i was molested by a pedonigger when i was 13. that was my first real experience with anything sexual and i think this turned me kinda bi. yeah, i know

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I was molested by pedonigger Chud 08/29/26 (Sat) 14:43:11 №96567 [Quote]

so on /soy/ they're raiding some pedonigger forum and i saw screencaps and now i can't stop feeling sick. i was molested by a pedonigger when i was 13. that was my first real experience with anything sexual and i think this turned me kinda bi. yeah, i know, im a disgusting faggot and i should kill myself. i hate that i turned out like this. i hate that my sexuality was carved into me by some pedonigger. he made me this way and i never had a choice. i then read that some users on that forum were molested as kids too. and i just sit there and think… that could be me. that's literally my origin story too. seriously just think about it. what makes me different? what if i turn out as one of them 20 years later? i'm not attracted to kids at all. i would never hurt a child. but what if it just happens? what if it creeps up on me like it did with them? what if one day i wake up and i'm one of them? i can't shake the feeling. what if i'm already on that path and i don't even know it? it's like a parasite in my brain. every time i see something about pedos it triggers this spiral. if that actually ever happened i would kill myself immediately. i mean it. i couldn't live with that. i'd rather die than become that. maybe i'm just attentionwhoring, idk. im currently dating some brown wompa. i hope getting into a relationship will help me move on from this shit. thoughts or what???

Chud 08/29/26 (Sat) 17:46:09 №96575 [Quote]

I doubt you would turn into a pedonigger. Whilst it's true that a lot of pedoniggers are just repeating the cycle of abuse, it's also true that they just circlejerk themselves into thinking it's okay. You're probs just experiencing some OCD and intrusive thoughts. My best advice is to talk to a professional. As long as you don't think "getting raped wasn't that bad, I actually enjoyed it!" you'll be fine. Just bc your body "likes it" (i.e., orgasms) doesn't mean your mind likes it.